That sweet Journey

“The winter has passed and the spring time has come. It’s a time to enjoy, to enjoy the love of God.” – Revival pastor Jessie.

Really  it is already happening, that deeper understanding where it is not by just by head knowledge but by experiencing it. The experience of the Love of God is indescribable. Trusting that He is good and then walking in it. Sit on the carousel, smell the roses, breathe that breath of fresh air and enjoy the ride.

Update of signs wonders and intimacy with HS

It’s been a long time since I have blogged. Well a lot has happened, so without further ado here they are:

1. I have learnt that I am in control of my soul, Psalm 103. Even when things are down I find that God has trained me to be so aware of the kingdom of heaven that I change the reality that I am facing with the reality of heaven. I am a spirit having a temporary experience in a human body.

2.  It’s easy to prophesy, but the real test comes when you are leaving with the people 24/7 and is faced with their junk being thrown at you. Question is, do you really see the gold in the person and treat them as the way God sees them even though they are doing all this junk? Am bring put through that test everyday, and seems like I’m doing find so far =)

3. My faith has greatly increased, besides praying for healing, I am now moving in the region of commanding the weather. Next breakthrough... teleportation like Philip in the bible.

4. Signs and wonders following me, seems like now it’s diamond dust and today I just found out that I transfer it onto others and they too can receive it. The sign leads to God and the meaning is luxury, where gold represents wealth, God had given us this sign of Him wanting us to live in His Luxurious provision. Trusting in Him more.

5. The best part is, I’m getting closer to Holy Spirit than ever before, sharing heart to heart things and just Him being with me and seeing Him 24/7 is amazing.

Bouncing In and Out of Reality

In the morning at around 7am, I felt the Hand of God patting me back to sleep. It had been awhile since I have felt His hand in such a tangible way. On the way to school I started to tell God the desire that I always had of how much I enjoy deep intimate times with Him. Since I came to the US, I had barley dated God.

At breakfast I suddenly felt something came unto me. It was a new feeling that I had never felt before. I thought it was the food or something but when I asked Holy Spirit, He confirmed it was from Him. Not realising what He was doing, I went to class, checked my emails and in the mist of it, there was a sudden outpour on me. I started to feel very light and good so I went to the couch and laid there to soak in His presence. Before I even knew it, I started to disconnect from my body. Though I could still hear what was going on in the natural, the sound was very soft and distant. I felt I was on water, floating back and forth. Then I felt heat and I could see a figure of a person coming towards me. I recognized who it was, it was Jesus. Then I was singing in tongues and receiving the interpretation at the same time. I heard something like this, “why do we still hold on to our old nature, why do we still brag about our past foolishness, why do we still cling on the old identities as if they were really us? Do we not trust what our father says about our true self? “

Then I started to bounce in and out of reality, I would find myself seeing different palaces then I asked Jesus why He was doing this to me. He explained that He was cultivating in me the ability to be taken by the spirit to places including the 3^rd heaven.  Some places included the Jungle, and the Arctic circle, and when I was at the Arctic circle, I did not feel cold at all, I was surprisingly warm. Then Jesus started to laugh and listed out all the different benefits of moving around in the spirit, ne which includes I need not go through customs to travel from one country to another.

Finally, the bouncing in and out of reality stopped and I had to pull myself out and walk about. The entire place had lights everywhere and I had never seen so many bright lights. Then I saw heavenly beings all over the room (people were praying for healing over each other during that time). It was the first time that I saw so much activities that I didn’t bother asking what each were. Only two stood out, one was like a man on fire, and the other was a leafy thing. Then I took a seat again and I started to feel light. It felt like my molecules were separating from me. At that moment I heard a heavenly song with the words along the lines like this, “Just knowing is not enough, walking it out is what matters!” For the rest of that next 10 minutes, was still walking around feeling light.

Downloads

Recently the Lord has been giving direct downloads into my spirit without any information knowledge. As the days past I start to understand in my mind what God is doing. When I’m soaking in the Lord presence, the room starts to turn brighter and brighter. Here are some of the breakthroughs that my mind is starting to understand.

Holy Spirit whispered to me and said, “you are seated in heavenly places.”(Ephesians 2:6-10) Then I saw a vision of myself in heaven, and i started to walk in the spirit in heaven. I realised that I have to start walking as if I am seated in heavenly places because that is the ultimate reality.

Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or imagine, according to the power that works in us. Ephesians 3:20. Holy Spirit has been teaching me to be even more depend on Him and cling on to His power rather than my spiritual gifts.

I lift my eyes to the hills and where does my help comes from, it comes from the Lord. Psalms 121. Holy Spirit whispered, keep your eyes on me, now is the time beyond the revelation of your won identity but the revelation of me. The revelation of the capability of God is slowly being revealed  to those who have their identity of who they really are. I will fix my eyes, on Him, I will be more dependent on my Love.

Go get them Kitty

Yesterday, at the evening worship, I suddenly felt like I was a bubble and was floating in the spirit. The molecules in my hands felt so light that I seemed as though it could float away. Then the Lord brought me to a place with many steps similar to a typical western court house. I saw a statue of a lion set in stone and the Lord told me to place my hands on it. I did and suddenly the lion came alive  and started to like me. During that moment I was being it by waves of joy from the Lord. Then Jesus told me this lion is meant to break through for all those I have been feeling for the previous day. He told me that this lion would now follow me wherever I went and asked me to name him, so I called him ‘kitty.”

Today Pastor Jesse confirmed the vision as she saw the same lion going before me for those whom I have a burden for. Cool, now I have a lion that walks with me, and his name is Kitty hahaha.

Playing Superman

Playing Superman; I use this term whenever I see oppression over people whom I love and I can’t help but want to jump in and bring them out of it.

I find this has always been my weak area in my past years in ministry because it could cause me to be impatient and take the anointing on me and move ahead of God’s timing.

This feeling of wanting to play superman came stronger yesterday. It’s week 2 of bible school and yesterday I started to sense many things in the spirit again (which I will not elaborate). Many a times I find it hard to explain what I go through, sometimes I feel like many do not understand what it is like to feel the pain of another. If people didn’t know me well enough, they would have thought I was a melancholic guy, which I so am not. Maybe that’s why God allows me to feel these things because I have the grace to not be too affected by them. Heh, what can I say, I’m sensitive.

This morning at church, I decided to take a walk outside to get a breather with Holy Spirit. Then I saw the principalities of Humboldt and they were as if taunting me. I just smiled and replied, “soon, you’ll be crushed, soon, now may not be the time but soon.” Heh, apparently they never checked with their Vietnamese counterparts of how they fell. Soon, not yet, but soon. I have to admit, many things here are quite foreign, even the evil spirits. Haha.

Back to intercession, Holy Spirit, help me in this new battle like you always have and always will.

Which Mantle?

Yesterday I was spending time with Holy Spirit in the afternoon and I was led to read John 15 to 16. Then these verses began to pop out to me:

You have not chosen Me, but I have chosen you and ordained you that you should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain; that whatever you shall ask of the Father in My name, He may give it to you.  John 15:16

All things that the Father has are Mine. Therefore I said that He will take of Mine and will announce it to you. John 16:15

Before now you have asked nothing in My name; ask and you shall receive, that your joy may be full. 16:24

Then Holy Spirit said to me, “ask and you will receive. What do you want?” In that moment it felt like I could ask for a car and I would have it. Then I said, “nothing Lord, I am contend with what I have, in terms of things there is no lack.”

Then it was today where I was spending time with Holy Spirit again in the afternoon, then I realised that there is one thing that my heart has always been wanting so much. So I said, “Holy Spirit, you remember the question you asked me yesterday? I do have something that I want, that I need more. I want You more! You are that one that which I cannot be contended with.”

Then I saw Jesus walking to me and He asked me which mantle, which anointing, who I wanted to be. I quickly said, “your’s Lord.” He replied, “nope that is for the cross. Choose those which are after it .” Then it was as if understanding came unto me what Jesus was trying to say, and so I chose, “I want to move out in my own mantle which you have prepared uniquely for me.” He looked at me and smiled saying, “good choice.”

Blink Blink

I remembered around June 2010 I met this missionary couple Ivan and Jane and they talked about how God provided for them and they never charged others for their ministry. Jane prophesied over me regarding a lot of things, however when she saw a vision of a diamond ring she got stuck. However I knew what it meant and the God prompted to help enlighten her. She was more than delighted to know what it meant.

You see at a young age I believed that there was always that one special someone that I would marry. Maybe it was inspired by the song sung by Savage Garden “I knew I loved you before I met you.” For a guy who is a romance dreamer, it really spoke to me. In addition I believe in a God who is a God of impossibilities and so a prayer at a young age form something like, “Lord Jesus, I want my future wife to feel like she is the most special girl in the whole world, I want her to me my first and only girlfriend.”

I think God really honours a sincere prayer especially that of a kid. So it is, I never looked for a girlfriend just for fun and the criteria are hard to meet. It’s currently two criteria, 1. She must be someone whom I fancy, 2. She must be willing to partner with me in ministry meaning when people think of me they think of my wife too, like David and Stephanie Herzog. I mean to me it kind of suck if I go of ministering and enjoying all the adventures while she stays back with all the kids issues and all I could say was, wish you were here. Nah if one suffers with children issues, we suffer together, but more importantly we explore all the adventures together! By suffering I mean all the pooping and the late night crying. It is the number 2 criteria that filter out like almost everyone I meet. It’s strange to me that all my life the girl either meets number 1, or number 2 only. Guess they ain’t the one yet.

Anyway back to the story of the diamond ring. After all the years of waiting, been 23years since now I am 23years old, I still believe she is gonna be someone extremely special. So special that I find no diamond is fit to be placed on her hand. The only ones that I think this is worthy are the ones that literally comes from heaven. Ever since I saw those supernatural diamonds, the ones that jewellers could not put a price on because they claim it’s too perfect, I kept asking God, please would you just give me one, just this one for her, you know how much she means to me.

So the vision that Jane received meant God said agreed to my request. HOORA! Now it’s the patience that I need in trusting God that she is around the corner. Either I have yet to meet her or, I have already known her but I am just too blind to notice. If the latter was so, I so apologise for that, and will and definitely make it up to her eventually.

What ya think? Looks simple yet elegant. Think it would look good on the finger. Other suggestions?

Hope to come

After all this time of solitude I find myself going closer to God in a way I have never been before.I find my old youthful passion for Him being renewed all over again. It’s like falling in love all over again and even deeper this time.  But this is just the beginning of something more. 

Think today God came me just a glimpse of a distant future. Waves of purple lights shone, and glory falling all over. The Saint’s movement going even greater, lovers of God rising up with pure heart and displaying the Lord’s favour in their lives. One final spectacular display before the coming of the final day of days. I saw myself in standing on a cliff with my hands lifted high with many others along side. With an awesome view the view of the valley and a beautiful sun shine on the others and I, it was as if a generation passing the baton to an even larger multitude of new generation of mighty men and women of God. That’s about all to be said for now.

A few days before, the devil had been tempting me to fall back to lukewarm apathetic Christianity.  With words like “see you life would not all these persecutions if you weren’t that passionate for God” or “you’re still young, it’s not too late live the life of luxury you wanted in the past, back to the time where you get comfort and even religious respect as a leader in a church.”

I am glad that I rejected all of them, it seems like my life is experience more and more freedom and I yield to God. Strange bonded to Christ yet far more freedom than ever. Getting kind of hard to type these down when 2 angels have been dancing beside me, and also getting hit my waves of holy laugher here and there.

I remember back in the days of OCS others comment that I was idealistic, unrealistic, dreamer. I am guilty as charged especially about being a dreamer. The thing is, my dreams keep coming true hahaha! (visions too)  FOR all you out there who feel so worn down in spiritual warfare here’s a passage from Hebrews 10:19 -25

Therefore, brothers, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body, and since we have a great priest over the house of God, let us draw near to God with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds. Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.

It's not so fluffy

Hmm I realised that I have not been blogging for quite awhile, and honestly I was quite in a shock that my friends do read it. This in the past usually served as an encouragement to me and maybe others , but I didn’t expect that may people to read it.

The reason why I had been so silent in the past 2 months is that it has really been a quiet time to seek God and for Him to start digging out certain issues in my life, moving me from glory to glory.

In the past I found it easier to blog because as long as there was a supernatural happening I would blog it down, but these days, it has been so often that I have no idea which to blog.

For theses 2 months I had finally found a place where I was fully accepted for who I am. The leader not only accepts me, but shows true genuine care and concern. Not that he always speak of good things but is willing to correct some of the errors in me.

One such error was the pressure I tend to place on myself when it comes to preaching the gospel. So much so that I could be impatient to God’s movement and make the mistake of jumping into things that are yet at time. I guess that’s why I have not been moving out much these 2 months and resting more in God.

Another thing that God was digging out was the condemnation and false accusations cause by another member in my previous church. Out from this ordeal I have learnt to exercise more discernment, and not to trust that a person is speaking from God just because his heart is sincere and uses holy terms like, “have been praying for a month.”  It was this thing that God started to teach me to look at the spirit behind the words and not the person’s heart only. With that understanding I find myself able to discern which part of the prophecy is from God, and which is not (most of the time haha).

This really comes in handy because my parent’s cell group had members who were prophesying with words that were mostly from themselves and couldn’t tell the difference which is God and which is them. But praise God that those members were able to learn and the cell was an environment of love and not condemnation.  

Recently when a person was prophesying over me commented “wow your life is not a bed of roses.” I truly do agree with him. Thinking back, ever since I started to hear and obey God, life has never been all “fluffy” but in fact was faced with persecutions and rejection. Yet there is still joy in me because I am walking in the will of God. I love doing His work because I love Him. In these hard times it has made me more mature and better equipped for the work of the ministry.

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. –James 1: 2-4

Break out of those walls

Recently the Lord has been communicating me the topic of battle. Just yesterday I kept hearing the sound of a war horn being blasted. Then He showed be visions of fire exploding everywhere. It was as if a battle was being prepared and is upon us.

Unity was one of the key, for Christians everywhere to stop focusing on “my own church” mind set. To break out of their own church walls and vision s to see the bigger picture what really is going on. For Christians to stop focusing on themselves and get rid of the selfishness to see the truth of what really is at stake here.

It seems to me that there has been a sudden "Rush" in the spirit. I find myself witnessing anointings being poured out and people jumping in terms of anointing level. What takes 5 years can now take place in 5 months. I find people all around suddenly having their spiritual senses awaken. The reason why all these are happening, simple, Jesus is returning back soon, very soon.

Heaven on earth

I was at a prayer meeting with Lawrence, his family and a few others yesterday. We were just talking and somehow, we got to the topic of being able to rest in the Lord’s manifested presence. Before I knew it, I was asked to help facilitate a session on entering the Lord’s presence. After the session, it was sharing time, and Lawrence was the first to share. Besides feeling God’s presence, he also had a vision. He had asked God about his wife’s arthritis and why wasn’t she healed for so many years. Then the Lord gave him a vision of cables and Lawrence did a prophetic act of cutting these cables. Immediately the Holy Spirit prompted me to stop the sharing and ask Elina (his wife) to walk around and see how her leg was. Her leg was better but not completely healed so we sat her down and all of us decided to lay hands on her.

I was led to place my hand on her right knee and as we prayed, suddenly something solid filled her knee and pushed my hand out. I knew then that she had been healed and wanted her to try out her new leg. Then as I looked at her, she seemed unconscious. Then the Holy Spirit prompted me that she was being taken to the 3^rd heaven. I couldn’t believe it at first but I asked God to confirm it again and He gave me a vision of the universe and purple and I was confident that she was taken out of the body to the 3^rd heaven.

While Elina was up in heaven, the rest of us were touched by the manifestations of the Holy Spirit. When we placed our hands above Elina, we could feel heat like that of a hair dryer. Then we all started to feel heat, even when the air con was blowing at our backs, we were feeling this fire from God. When Elina was back on earth, I remembered her first few words : “I don’t want to come back.” Haha heaven was that wonderful! So she shared about the things in heaven and while she was up there Jesus gave left her with a message.

While we were all excited and was sharing what we were experiencing, I saw in the spirit, Jesus standing near the cupboard. I asked the Lord what to do and Jesus told me to just get someone to stand over there. So I got Josh (Lawrence’s son) to do it and he felt a tingling over his head. At that statement we all went to the spot where Jesus was standing. Some felt electricity, others felt heat, I felt light. Then Jesus left the room and it was as if the Holy Spirit covered the entire room as we could all feel the fire of God everywhere we went. Then Josh and Nicola (Lawrence’s daughter) saw (open vision) a rock in another part of the room. They felt electricity coming out of the ground up to their heads. As I went there if felt like massage on my legs. Then we all began to smell cinnamon and donut sugar.  There were so much more that happened that night. It was God pouring out heaven on earth.

One particular scripture keep coming to my head regarding last night :

"I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven." 

Matthew 18:3-4

Smoke and Healing

During prayer with a few friends yesterday, the lord gave me a vision of coals on fire being placed under our feet. I was led to declare what I saw to come to pass and immediately I started to feel the fire of God. Then the scent of smoke came into the room. I asked if anyone else could smell it. Elina was able to but Lawrence could not. This was God's way of letting us know it was a supernatural scent. Once we realized that it was a prophetic scent, Lawrence then began to smell it too.

Last Friday, I went to my parent's cell and prayed for a lady. I prophesied that God had called her to be a prophetess and place my coat over her as a prophetic sign that a prophetic mantle had been given to her. Just a last Friday she told my parents that the moment I placed my coat over her, the pain that was in her shoulders for years suddenly lifted off. I praised God when I heard the news. He truly is amazing!

Helpless to help

If I could die so that another might live, I would have made that trade off long ago.

What happened when you have the equipment and ability to save others but not the authority. No authority because the ones in charge could not see and does not accept you.

When you love too much and yet are helpless to help. Restricted from moving out to the fullest when you have seen so many other places being blessed through you. The groans of just watching your love ones sinking. Sometimes the grief overwhelms too much that you loose appetite.

Lord how much more does your heart ache than mine if but what I feel is a tiny portion of what you feel...

Jesus' hand

Just yesterday, I was in Lawrence’s house together with a few others. We were all just soaking in God’s presence. Then I saw Jesus standing in the centre of the room and to me to touch each one according to how I see Him do it. Being led by the spirit, I laid hands and prayed whatever God showed me. Came to this lady and placed my hand on hers. Then Jesus prompted me to avoid contact and just place my hand above hers. I could feel something like electricity passing from my hand through the air space, and into her hand.

Later she shared that before I can to lay hands on her, she saw a vision of Jesus placing His hand on hers exactly the same way I did later. When my hand touch hers at first, she was distracted because my hand was kinda cold. But when I lifted my hand she could still feel someone’s hand on hers. It was Jesus’ hand that touched her.

It was way cool to be led by the spirit and just  imitating Jesus! It was also way cool that Jesus touched her in such a supernatural way!

War Room and Empty Houses

Yesterday on 02 April 2010 (Good Friday), I went to my friend’s house for prayer. We first felt God’s manifested presence and saw visions. I could feel us go higher and higher into heaven though this was in the body. As we went higher Jesus went to touch Amy and she started to declare prophetically.

Suddenly I was taken away from the others that were at the meeting.  I was taken to the War Room of God where He had his battle strategies laid out on a table. I went to see the plans and it appeared blank to me. I knew the plans had drawings written but I could not see them. So I inquired God about the strategies and He said, “Euclid, they are already in you, just yield to me and I will reveal them to you at the right time.”Then Jesus started to leave the room, He turned back and asked, “why are you still here?” I replied, “ Lord you know me, I mean this is a War Room.” He smiled and showed me more, I was filled with joy as He thought of everyone as He planned strategies for them. 

Then the Lord took me to a different place, I saw multitudes of Houses and they were all vacant. I asked the Lord who they are for and He told me, for everyone but these houses are vacant because they were not saved. I was weeping by then, both in spirit and in the natural. I asked, “Lord aren’t you God, you know who will get saved and who won’t?” All He said to me was, “there is a difference between desire and knowledge.” Jesus would go back to visit those houses and weep, He still loved them even after they rejected Him.  Sobbing I asked, “What about those wonderful plans you had made?” Then in those plans I saw us, the ones who had already been saved as part of it. I then understood that it was us, Christians who had been too busy with ourselves that we ignore all those who pass by us. We fail to reach out to our friends, family, love ones, and because we were too busy trying to accomplish our own will. We are selfish, thinking of only ourselves. Then Jesus said to me, “I do not condemn. Tell everyone this. Euclid, go and I am with you till the very end.”

Then I was back, and I told those around me. So I prayed for boldness for them to reach out to those around them.

Beyond the intentions

Life in camp has been getting much tougher. It has now become easy to forgive those that do evil to you, but it’s just so hard to love as well.

“Lord, help me to see beyond the ill intentions of a person that are inspired by Satan. To see that there such people are prisoners that need to be set free!”

Tag team

Was at New Life Vineyard Church today. I was there to attend a conference held by a new found friend Professor Debra who was conducting one of the sessions. The glory of the Lord that poured out was so thick and wonderful. His presence was just great.

The session was about inner healing where we all practiced hearing God and asking Him what need to be healed. I got my answer and was delivered out of a 3 months lie that was spoken by a brother in Christ which I created a bond without knowing it. So I broke the bond and now the lies no longer have an impact on me. Thanks Daddy.

There was also a session where we all got to pray for anyone who needed healing. The pastor of the church and I were praying for this lady by the name of Jane( I think). Boy was it a sight! The pastor and I were like tag teaming. I prayed for her hand and immediately, the pain on her arm was gone, could tell she was really happy. Then the pastor prayed for her neck, it was getting better but we both felt like there was something more than just praying for healing this round. So then the Lord let me to pray for joy over her. Then she fell under the power of God. Then Pastor was led to start digging out the past hurts in hear and heal those areas as well. At the end of the ministering, Jane got up happy and healed of both arm and neck. I was really wonderful to tag team with someone else. Some of the reasons is because someone else could hear from God about something which I didn’t hear from, this creates more opportunity for the person to be heal more wholly (body, soul and spirit). Another reason is that the other person can help me in confirmation and areas that I miss, vice versa.

I do hope to do this tag team thing soon.

Resting in His presence

Life has become very very tough recently. In almost all areas are there attacks. There were nights where it was so tough that I wanted to give up. Yet I rested in His presence and the next day, I would find myself filled with joy and strength. Through all this my prayers are being answered, I have become even more dependent on Jesus till the point that if I don't, I will not carry on.

Here's James Goll's poem of reflection of a present tense God :

 I was regretting the past and fearing the future

Suddenly my lord was speaking ,“ my name is... I AM”

He paused

I waited

He continued,

“When you live in the past with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard, I am not there. 

My name is not, I was.

 When you live in the future with its problems and fears, it is hard, cos I am not there

My name is not, I will be.

When you live in the moment, it is not hard, for I am here cos my name is.... I AM.”

While typing this, suddenly there was a burning smell that came to my room. I quickly asked my mom to come in to see if she could smell it as well, she couldn't.
In the prophetic aroma list it says, burning (good) - fire of God, burning (bad) - enemy leading to wrong direction.

As I asked the lord, how to know whether this burning smell was good or bad? Then suddenly a sweet smelling aroma came it and mixed with the burning smell. He whispered to me, "there is a sweet smell means it's good."

Fire of God 

Revelation of Rest

Prophecy to FGA during prayer meeting on 21 Jan 2010:

During worship I saw Jesus smiling at me. He then turn and went ahead to prepare the way for us. I saw 2 angels appear on the left and on the right. Then they were soon joined with others and they formed a circle. They were inviting us to come to the circle. The words that were being echoed were, “ Rest, be still, Rest in His presence. The weapon of warfare is rest.” As we rest, ministry will be easier and easier because Jesus has already prepared the way.

Back Stabbed

Was recently back stabbed by some of the more senior medics in my camp. How this happened? Well on Wednesday I booked out to go for a medical appointment. By then I was already succumbing to flu and it was getting a whole lot worst. When I went to see the specialist I decided to ask him to diagnose my flu as well. So I got MC and I told the authorities I needed to tell. Somehow some of these more senior medics decided to tell another boss and complain about it. And apparently   the authorities I told didn’t inform everyone, which usually they don’t need to. All and all the more senior medics wanted me to get charge and I almost did, thank God I did tell the right authorities and I didn’t get any punishment because there wasn’t any wrong at all.

Our cliques right now are mainly, newer medics vs senior medics. One of the newer ones came to me and expressed how much disgust he had for the ones who back stabbed me. I never did harm them at all and even show them kindness, yet they could do such an evil thing. Somehow times has changed, I didn’t want justice like I would in the past. Neither did I fell in the trapped of cursing them, cos the devil probably knows that my  curse would be effective and wanted me to abuse the power that God gave. Instead, I just threw myself at Jesus and He asked me, “would you love your enemies?” When I looked at Him I was able to say yes! Something about looking to His eyes that we can do the impossible. Out of this the rest of the week I saw God leading me to minister to strangers and I do feel great! Now I must be more careful because I realize that Satan is using this part in camp to stop me.

Prayer Tunnel and Angels - Heidi Baker Conference 2010

The week has been tough. Really thank God that he brought such a great brother like Lawrence to intercede and encourage me. The conference with Heidi Baker was really great, I got hit(in a good way) by the Holy Spirit so much that even after the session, I was unsure of what just happened! Jesus is so wonderful.

Just wanna share what I saw today, hope all you others who went for today’s Heidi Baker Conference gets blessed even more by this. It was during the last part where they were having these prayer tunnels. Ministers would line up and people will go thru and receive multiple prayers. Suddenly I saw an entire row of angels standing where the prayer tunnels were. They were so bright. As I got closer to the entrance of the prayer tunnel I was greeted by the two largest angels I have ever seen. Yes these ones had wings. They were so big that they had to bend down to usher me in. They were welcoming people to walk in and they were very very nice. When I look back , they turned and encouraged me to go in in a very nice way. Of course in the tunnel I got hit by so much joy with the holy spirit that I couldn’t walk and could only laugh. Well hope this bless all of you who went thru the prayer tunnel.

2010 year of increasing Favour

Just last week while visiting Tiberus Church, my friend Hizkia came up to me saying, “ so young prophet, what is the word for the new year?”

I never thought of that because I didn’t really believe much about such things. However that question was as if God was telling me not to doubt and that I was expected to give such words. So I did ask God about the word for the new year.

2 Days later, He gave me the words.

2010 is the year where the Lord would start the release of His increasing favour for the saints. For us to take back what is ours and the time where Christ is taking back His church. This year is the start, meaning that the subsequent years , His favour will still be pouring out even more and more.

Was talking to Sim yesterday and he mentioned about the year of 2009 was a year of increase. Though he did not believe it at first with thoughts like, “how can it be, maybe it’s just for the church, surely not for me, it’s too general.” His doubts were like mine. Looking back, both of us could say it was a year of sudden increase. Now that we have learnt our lesson, this year we are going to take this year's prophecy, claim it and step out in even more favour by faith.

Cool part was, that pastor Woon was prophesying the same thing, and so did other prophets from different places in Singapore.

Within just a few days into the new year, I could sense that freedom to exercise that favour. I am going to exercise that favour to claim back people for Christ, for the eyes of their hearts to open. Amen.