Monday, September 20, 2010

Playing Superman

Playing Superman; I use this term whenever I see oppression over people whom I love and I can’t help but want to jump in and bring them out of it.

I find this has always been my weak area in my past years in ministry because it could cause me to be impatient and take the anointing on me and move ahead of God’s timing.

This feeling of wanting to play superman came stronger yesterday. It’s week 2 of bible school and yesterday I started to sense many things in the spirit again (which I will not elaborate). Many a times I find it hard to explain what I go through, sometimes I feel like many do not understand what it is like to feel the pain of another. If people didn’t know me well enough, they would have thought I was a melancholic guy, which I so am not. Maybe that’s why God allows me to feel these things because I have the grace to not be too affected by them. Heh, what can I say, I’m sensitive.

This morning at church, I decided to take a walk outside to get a breather with Holy Spirit. Then I saw the principalities of Humboldt and they were as if taunting me. I just smiled and replied, “soon, you’ll be crushed, soon, now may not be the time but soon.” Heh, apparently they never checked with their Vietnamese counterparts of how they fell. Soon, not yet, but soon. I have to admit, many things here are quite foreign, even the evil spirits. Haha.

Back to intercession, Holy Spirit, help me in this new battle like you always have and always will.

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