Saturday, August 30, 2008

By faith

In the middle of the night while I was in camp, I was on my bed asking how do I move the gifting to a higher level.
It was then I heard the lord, “You need to treasure the gift if you want promotion.” 
In treasure does not mean just using the gifting, but stretch our faith by pushing God and asking Him to use the gift we have more. I remember that the only reason why I wanted to move out in prophesy and healing was because of the love for the people. 

We are not to base our relationship by feelings. However God does let us feel when He knows that we don’t believe Him by feelings but by faith. It is by faith that we enter God’s presence, not by weeping or an order of worship, then when we enter we can feel His presence.
As I look back in my life, I realized that what I was doing was stepping out in faith and that’s why I have had so many encounters. I was the simple things like believing that tongues was for all who believe (Mark 16:15-18), and things like “as long as the Bible says so it is from God.” Though feelings was how God used to increase by measure of faith to a deeper Glory and relationship, but it was by faith that activated the first encounter, the first slaining, speaking of tongues, and feeling His awesome presence.

Friday, August 22, 2008

Back to what matters

“ It is by my name that things happen, not the prophetic actions. The prophetic acts are an act of obedience.” - Jesus
(while I was praying for healing upon my mom)

I do not worry or get even bothered by things like, what will happen to those who are not why can’t I just speak a word from now so that they may be saved? Things like what other Christians will respond with harden hearts? What about this area of my life that is not perfect yet? These questions do pop out in my head, but when God’s presence comes, and when Jesus gives you a hug, all these fades. Truth is all that you hear, and truth sets you free. All I hear is:
“ I just want you, all of you, not your service, just you Euclid.” – Jesus
“Hey Euclid, I love you” – Jesus


Touched by the love of God again and again, and it is heavenly.
What God really wants is for you to spend time with Him.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Dreams do come true

“ I will guide you, you need to trust me Euclid.”- God
Yesterday at the Seminar held by Rusty, we were told to go to one another and step out in faith for God to show us something about that stranger. I went to a prophet/elder by the name of Eddie Choo, and then the Lord showed me a vision of a house on fire but not burning, with a river stream flowing beside it, with the backdrop changing seasons. I asked God what it meant, and what I sensed to interpretation could be was change that God was going to bring in Eddie’s life. Soon after, Eddie prayed for me. He prayed and prophesied at the same time. Just a summary, he prayed for me to come under a shelter of good friends, who would up lift me and grow together. He prophesied that I will meet and come to know other Godly men and women who would pass their anointing down to me. In these days that I should not be disheartened when I face difficult trials, these trials are but training for what God has installed for me. Passing each trial will be like a leveling up to more spiritual maturity. By the way, each of the prayer and prophesy spoke very very deeply to me.
“If you can see it, you can have it.” - God

I tell you God is a God of dreams. He places dreams in man and makes it possible for those who believe. If I can see it, He will give it to me. What I see, haha what I see is beyond man’s imagination. I see miracles, romance, a road filled with Glory. Dreams in Joseph, visions in David, encounters with Moses.
Now I shall speak of the present of what I see, I see a generation with many not knowing their purpose both Christians and unsaved people alike. Many Christians don’t even dream any more or have yet to find His will even after 10 years. Some don’t understand who they are.

You are sons and daughters, heirs and co-heirs of God. And I tell you the truth, you can still meet Jesus before you die. I’m not talking about just visions but literal sight, a visitation. Why… because I believe it to be so and I’m still believing and I’m sure of it.
“Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.” Matthew 5:8

Spiritual life check: When was the last time you had an encounter with God, or did you ever had an encounter with Him before?


On another note... during the seminar, I remember praying for a woman. She said she had diabetes and breathing problems. I paused for a moment and asked the Lord, “show me what to pray for.” Then I saw her kidneys and a vision to pray for fluid to drain out, and I did. After I prayed for her in both areas, I could tell did she had difficulties in fully believing that she had been healed. Then I asked her is there some other sickness that you have not mention. Then she said she had a slip disk and she could feel pain. So I prayed for her back too. After praying I asked if she felt better, she bent back wards a little and replied yes. I could see the joy on her face. Later she testified that whenever she sat down, she would experience pain and after the prayer, she felt the pain going away. I believe God help her with a significant healing to built her faith that He has healed her in the others. Her doctors are in for a testimony. I can still remember the joy on her face, and even thinking about it now brings me joy. This is what it is all about, the people and them being blessed. God wants to see us to have true joy, that’s why He want us to leave the things of the world, because all the cheap trails will only sadden us in the end.

I remember when Rusty was sharing a testimony of Him seeing Jesus with a man he was ministering, all I was concerned about was that I want to see Jesus too. That is my deepest desire, just Him Him Him.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Laying in wait

“What you are feeling is my way to let you know that my Glory is still burning strongly in you.” -God

What I felt was fire!!!

I could feel immense heat burning in side of me during the worship at FGA. So much Glory of God was being poured out that I saw a vision of two hands reaching out to me. It was the God the Father reaching out to us. It so wonderful that I didn’t want it to end at all. I wanted the worship to last the whole service.

“well we don’t always get to lay hands every time.”- Rusty

“it’s ok, I felt fire today.” -Me

In this season of my life, I’m seeking direction from the Lord. I’ll wait and watch where God wants me to go. Any hastiness or pressure to push is not from Him. So in the mean time while waiting, I’ll just get to know my maker better.

As I’m seeking direction in my life God has been prompting me in two areas. The first is His presence, and the other is returning to the roots, which is Israel. I shall pray for the peace of Jerusalem.

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Arise and Shine

“ I don’t want just more anointing, not just another revelation for sermons.I want to see you, Just YOU YOU YOU!”

“I know there is more, so much more than all these, let me see and let me have it!”

In my QT, I was on the bed, and His presence was so warm. In His presence I slept. I did not want to sleep, I wanted to see, wanted to be awake to hear Him or see His dwellings. But the spirit of the Lord comforted me to sleep, just for a short while. Then I woke up, and I could feel that I’m in a different place, I’m still in my room but it’s like a whole new level of heaven was brought down. Then I heard Him, you slept to the old and now you woke, arise and shine for my Glory has risen upon you.

The room now is an atmosphere of heaven. Then I saw in a vision an army of angles standing behind me, waiting for me to pray so that they could do their work. So I interceded. 

Walking around with His Glory shining out more and more, from Glory to Glory.