Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Bouncing In and Out of Reality

In the morning at around 7am, I felt the Hand of God patting me back to sleep. It had been awhile since I have felt His hand in such a tangible way. On the way to school I started to tell God the desire that I always had of how much I enjoy deep intimate times with Him. Since I came to the US, I had barley dated God.

At breakfast I suddenly felt something came unto me. It was a new feeling that I had never felt before. I thought it was the food or something but when I asked Holy Spirit, He confirmed it was from Him. Not realising what He was doing, I went to class, checked my emails and in the mist of it, there was a sudden outpour on me. I started to feel very light and good so I went to the couch and laid there to soak in His presence. Before I even knew it, I started to disconnect from my body. Though I could still hear what was going on in the natural, the sound was very soft and distant. I felt I was on water, floating back and forth. Then I felt heat and I could see a figure of a person coming towards me. I recognized who it was, it was Jesus. Then I was singing in tongues and receiving the interpretation at the same time. I heard something like this, “why do we still hold on to our old nature, why do we still brag about our past foolishness, why do we still cling on the old identities as if they were really us? Do we not trust what our father says about our true self? “

Then I started to bounce in and out of reality, I would find myself seeing different palaces then I asked Jesus why He was doing this to me. He explained that He was cultivating in me the ability to be taken by the spirit to places including the 3rd heaven.  Some places included the Jungle, and the Arctic circle, and when I was at the Arctic circle, I did not feel cold at all, I was surprisingly warm. Then Jesus started to laugh and listed out all the different benefits of moving around in the spirit, ne which includes I need not go through customs to travel from one country to another.

Finally, the bouncing in and out of reality stopped and I had to pull myself out and walk about. The entire place had lights everywhere and I had never seen so many bright lights. Then I saw heavenly beings all over the room (people were praying for healing over each other during that time). It was the first time that I saw so much activities that I didn’t bother asking what each were. Only two stood out, one was like a man on fire, and the other was a leafy thing. Then I took a seat again and I started to feel light. It felt like my molecules were separating from me. At that moment I heard a heavenly song with the words along the lines like this, “Just knowing is not enough, walking it out is what matters!” For the rest of that next 10 minutes, was still walking around feeling light.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Downloads

Recently the Lord has been giving direct downloads into my spirit without any information knowledge. As the days past I start to understand in my mind what God is doing. When I’m soaking in the Lord presence, the room starts to turn brighter and brighter. Here are some of the breakthroughs that my mind is starting to understand.

Holy Spirit whispered to me and said, “you are seated in heavenly places.”(Ephesians 2:6-10) Then I saw a vision of myself in heaven, and i started to walk in the spirit in heaven. I realised that I have to start walking as if I am seated in heavenly places because that is the ultimate reality.

Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or imagine, according to the power that works in us. Ephesians 3:20. Holy Spirit has been teaching me to be even more depend on Him and cling on to His power rather than my spiritual gifts.

I lift my eyes to the hills and where does my help comes from, it comes from the Lord. Psalms 121. Holy Spirit whispered, keep your eyes on me, now is the time beyond the revelation of your won identity but the revelation of me. The revelation of the capability of God is slowly being revealed  to those who have their identity of who they really are. I will fix my eyes, on Him, I will be more dependent on my Love.