Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Go get them Kitty

Yesterday, at the evening worship, I suddenly felt like I was a bubble and was floating in the spirit. The molecules in my hands felt so light that I seemed as though it could float away. Then the Lord brought me to a place with many steps similar to a typical western court house. I saw a statue of a lion set in stone and the Lord told me to place my hands on it. I did and suddenly the lion came alive  and started to like me. During that moment I was being it by waves of joy from the Lord. Then Jesus told me this lion is meant to break through for all those I have been feeling for the previous day. He told me that this lion would now follow me wherever I went and asked me to name him, so I called him ‘kitty.”

Today Pastor Jesse confirmed the vision as she saw the same lion going before me for those whom I have a burden for. Cool, now I have a lion that walks with me, and his name is Kitty hahaha.

Monday, September 20, 2010

Playing Superman

Playing Superman; I use this term whenever I see oppression over people whom I love and I can’t help but want to jump in and bring them out of it.

I find this has always been my weak area in my past years in ministry because it could cause me to be impatient and take the anointing on me and move ahead of God’s timing.

This feeling of wanting to play superman came stronger yesterday. It’s week 2 of bible school and yesterday I started to sense many things in the spirit again (which I will not elaborate). Many a times I find it hard to explain what I go through, sometimes I feel like many do not understand what it is like to feel the pain of another. If people didn’t know me well enough, they would have thought I was a melancholic guy, which I so am not. Maybe that’s why God allows me to feel these things because I have the grace to not be too affected by them. Heh, what can I say, I’m sensitive.

This morning at church, I decided to take a walk outside to get a breather with Holy Spirit. Then I saw the principalities of Humboldt and they were as if taunting me. I just smiled and replied, “soon, you’ll be crushed, soon, now may not be the time but soon.” Heh, apparently they never checked with their Vietnamese counterparts of how they fell. Soon, not yet, but soon. I have to admit, many things here are quite foreign, even the evil spirits. Haha.

Back to intercession, Holy Spirit, help me in this new battle like you always have and always will.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Which Mantle?

Yesterday I was spending time with Holy Spirit in the afternoon and I was led to read John 15 to 16. Then these verses began to pop out to me:
You have not chosen Me, but I have chosen you and ordained you that you should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain; that whatever you shall ask of the Father in My name, He may give it to you.  John 15:16
All things that the Father has are Mine. Therefore I said that He will take of Mine and will announce it to you. John 16:15
Before now you have asked nothing in My name; ask and you shall receive, that your joy may be full. 16:24
Then Holy Spirit said to me, “ask and you will receive. What do you want?” In that moment it felt like I could ask for a car and I would have it. Then I said, “nothing Lord, I am contend with what I have, in terms of things there is no lack.”

Then it was today where I was spending time with Holy Spirit again in the afternoon, then I realised that there is one thing that my heart has always been wanting so much. So I said, “Holy Spirit, you remember the question you asked me yesterday? I do have something that I want, that I need more. I want You more! You are that one that which I cannot be contended with.”

Then I saw Jesus walking to me and He asked me which mantle, which anointing, who I wanted to be. I quickly said, “your’s Lord.” He replied, “nope that is for the cross. Choose those which are after it .” Then it was as if understanding came unto me what Jesus was trying to say, and so I chose, “I want to move out in my own mantle which you have prepared uniquely for me.” He looked at me and smiled saying, “good choice.”