Saturday, January 23, 2010

Back Stabbed

Was recently back stabbed by some of the more senior medics in my camp. How this happened? Well on Wednesday I booked out to go for a medical appointment. By then I was already succumbing to flu and it was getting a whole lot worst. When I went to see the specialist I decided to ask him to diagnose my flu as well. So I got MC and I told the authorities I needed to tell. Somehow some of these more senior medics decided to tell another boss and complain about it. And apparently   the authorities I told didn’t inform everyone, which usually they don’t need to. All and all the more senior medics wanted me to get charge and I almost did, thank God I did tell the right authorities and I didn’t get any punishment because there wasn’t any wrong at all.

Our cliques right now are mainly, newer medics vs senior medics. One of the newer ones came to me and expressed how much disgust he had for the ones who back stabbed me. I never did harm them at all and even show them kindness, yet they could do such an evil thing. Somehow times has changed, I didn’t want justice like I would in the past. Neither did I fell in the trapped of cursing them, cos the devil probably knows that my  curse would be effective and wanted me to abuse the power that God gave. Instead, I just threw myself at Jesus and He asked me, “would you love your enemies?” When I looked at Him I was able to say yes! Something about looking to His eyes that we can do the impossible. Out of this the rest of the week I saw God leading me to minister to strangers and I do feel great! Now I must be more careful because I realize that Satan is using this part in camp to stop me.

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