Finger of God

I can sense that in the past week, God has been building my faith, especially through the video “finger of God”. Today before I was about to have dinner with my mother, she was telling me of how she could only eat fish because she had diarrhea and was nauseous. So I laid hands on her and said something like, “in the name of Jesus, I command the winds of heaven to blow onto her.” Immediately after saying that prayer, wind gushed from our window and it was blowing strongly. “In Jesus name I command that the stomach be healed!” After praying I asked my mom how she was, she said that she felt something strange going on in her stomach, but it was a good strange feeling. There wasn’t any nausea left. She was healed. Praise God!

What will you do?

I was asked a question recently by a Godly woman, “ if someone was to walk along that corridor, slip and fell, had a huge cut in her head with blood oozing out….. what will you do?”
I knew what the right answer was, but I knew that my true response will not tally with it. So I answered honestly, besides, this woman was a prophetess, and I have been in the prophetic long enough to know never to answer with a model answer (answer from the mind) but to answer with the pure truth (answer from the heart). I told her, “since I have been trained as a medic, I will arrest the hemorrhage first, get medical help, call the ambulance, and while waiting for help then I will pray for the person.”

Sounds good? There in my answer you can find my sin. By that question my sin was exposed, it showed how far I am from God. How much of the flesh I was living by. Why? Because the first thing I would do is not pray!

What would Jesus do? So many times Christians who do not truly know Jesus love to quote that. The truth is, if Jesus was to see that, he would just heal the person. No call for ambulance, or medical training, just like when he healed the man’s ear which peter chopped off.

In that moment I was offered a choice, to either repent and ask God to renew me even more, to the way I live my life and view things, or I could defend myself and still live as fleshy as ever. I chose to repent.

That night and the rest of the next day, God did a work in me. He revealed to me things both of present and of future. I started to see clearer the life mission He had for me.

That day I met a friend who was in the prophetic as well. First few things he said was, “you seem very disturbed, what’s going on?” I told him that I would explain to him in the later part of the day. The meeting was fruitful, we spoke about past present and future. I prophesied over him and we were both edified. I told him it’s not that the joy of the Lord has left me, and he could that that I still had that joy, but it was that holy burden that I had that made me seem disturbed.

Later that day he prophesied over me, only after he prophesied that he understood why I was disturbed. Again I shall speak no more until the time of its revealing arrives.

Now the question I have for Christians if they really want to live by the spirit, “ if someone was to walk pass you, slip and fell, had a huge cut in his or her head with blood oozing out….. what will you do?”

Clouds and Presence

It’s been 2 weeks since I was posted to my new camp. To be honest, the camp welcomes you with a very gloomy feel. The bunks are like beds place in warehouses for you to sleep in, it’s stuffy, run down, not to mention the 3rd floor is locked because it’s haunted. Well the ghost part didn’t affect me at all, because the Holy Ghost in me probably scares them off. Haha.

 On the night of the first day, I sensed the presence of the Lord in that camp. His presence is there because He has wanted me to be there. To me I view the camp as a wonderful place because the presence of the Lord was there. I always look and yearn to only be where the Lord is.

Praise God! Just this Monday the Lord led me to discover a place where I can pray without any restriction. It was the roof top of my bunk. The view was amazing; you could see the HDB estates of Singapore brightly lighted up. As I was admiring the view in the manifested presence of God, He began to bring my attention to the clouds, I asked, “God what are the clouds for?”
2 words I received after asking that question, Patience & Movement.

He then led me to focus on one cloud & said, “I am like the wind. Though I cannot be seen, I’m still there. Though you cannot see me move, I’m still moving the clouds. I am still breaking down the strongholds! Be patient.”

At that word I stare at the cloud for a very long time and then I lost patience, I looked away thinking that that was all He had to say to me, and ask, “Is there any more you wanna teach me God.” He said look back up, and I did and the cloud had already vanished. You must know when I focused on one cloud there were many others with it as well. It was an entire sky that was filled with clouds that vanished in an instant. There He taught me a lesson on being more patient when I looked deeper in the spirit, and to see the entire picture before doing anything.

Now there is much more that He said, but the time for the revelation has yet to be revealed has so I shall not speak more. The point was that He taught me something deep using clouds. Haha. He really is so wonderful.

Then Moses said to him, "If your Presence does not go with us, do not send us up from here. -Exodus 33:15

A new life

Praise God!

Today was very different from other days. It is like I had suddenly been given a new life!

I was walking down to the nearest coffee shop when I prayed, “ God I want my life to shine more of your glory, I want to be more devoted to you, closer, less of me and more of you.”

When I was eating I felt the holy spirit descending upon me and I began to reflect on the change in my life over the past years. From looser to jerk, and now to a free child of God! Haha! Indeed the lord has been good! When got home, there was this joy overflowing out of me, it is as though a sudden change in me has occurred and I started to feel glory radiating out of me!

We reflect on the goodness the lord has done, and the wonders He is doing now, but I’m glad that I can to look forward to the glory He would be showing in the future!

Shadow of His Wings

Just the other day, as I walking, I felt a weight on me, a comfortable one. In those moments it felt as if the warm golden sun shone on me, though it was barely day break. The next thing is something I can’t really explain. I saw myself in a form of a 3rd person perspective looking from the top. On me was a giant angelic figure covering me. In that moment, I sensed a strong sense of security and glory of God. The holy spirit in me was stirred up and I could feel power coming out me.

Today the Holy Spirit whispered to me, “it means you are under the shadow of my wings.”