Thursday, April 1, 2010
Beyond the intentions
Friday, November 13, 2009
Tower
Just one of the days with the Lord, I was venerable, alone again. Around me was the darkness of night. I was on a Hill but surrounding me was darkness all around. Then a voice called out. Before me was a mighty tower which lighted up for bottom all the way to the top. Its light was bright but there were other towers in the valley too. Those towers did shine, but its lights were false. “Gaze upon the true tower. Fix your eyes on it forever.”
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Not ready but willing ( a cup to bare)
I knew I was not ready but I was willing.
With the cup was a whole new level of anointing, power, authority, but with that also came with its price.
Though it is hard but for the past 2 days, God had manifested a new level of glory that I had never seen before, and I contended and will keep on contending for that amount of intimacy.
My prayer: God please kill me, annihilate me, kill my flesh that I may live fully by the spirit! I am tired of my filthy self, none of my fleshy self is good nor does it bring any life. God kill me!
After that prayer the cup was given to me and now I just had but a sip of it. Something happened, I can’t really explain, but it was like I drank something which went down from my mouth to my heart and stomach. This is just the beginning, God will make me ready.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Finger of God
Saturday, August 22, 2009
The Lion of Judah
An excerpt of my prayer during warfare against a rebellious spirit:Oh Lord, you are the Lion of Judah! You are the rightful ruler of this land. You are mighty and ferocious; at the sound of your roar you sent fear into your enemies. Lord, devour your enemies, slain them for your Kingdom! Show forth your glory that they may be but back to place and fear you!
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Intercessory Prayer
During these past two weeks, I have been lead to a new area of battle. This area is the area of intercessory prayer. In the past, I ministered to people who were strangers, people whom I come into contact once. In such a ministry, you pray just once and you don’t even remember their name. Because of such experiences, I am so used to the “touch and go” kind of ministry. There is no follow up, that I leave it to the leaders of that particular church. Now times are different, although I’m called to minister in such a manner every now and then, I’m now planted to a local church myself. As I get to know the people even more in FGA, I sensed the leading by the Holy Spirit to intercede for them, not just once, not twice, not occasionally, but every moment. To stand with them in their warfare against the kingdom of darkness even though you don’t meet with them in person to pray.
The difference between the “touch and go” and “intercessory prayer?” In the “touch and go” I find myself operating on the grounds where others have been praying for, the ground have been soften, I have been covered and prayed for, my duty is to bring a readied ground to a higher level. However, in the “intercessory prayer” ministry, the ground has not been touched at all.
2 days ago, I clearly remember myself interceding for a sister in Christ. As I was in a face flat position, I could feel myself breaking through spiritual barriers. Attacks were coming from all sides, trying to tear me, and stop me from interceding. It was a huge fight, but I pressed in. As I pressed in further, the attacks became stronger as the enemy becomes desperate. I felt like and arrow head piercing through the barriers laid before me. In the name of Jesus, I broke through. From that night, I can say that I have truly understood the dangers of intercessory prayer. My mother who is in the intercessory prayer ministry for a long time, gave me this advice,"cover yourself before you start interceding for others."
The intercessors cover us, but I wonder, who covers them?
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Fire, Light up Singapore
Just yesterday after, Lifegroup (cell group), I felt fire all over me. Even when I was in a cold air condition place I could still feel fire all over my body, The fire was burning from inside. I remember that I was telling myself to try to look for some sick people to pray for them, but what do you know, no sick person was around.
Sometimes I wonder why Singaporean churches are talking and putting so much emphasis on mission trips to China, Indonesia e.t.c. Where here there is such a big mission field need, we the churches of Singapore, Singapore needs deliverance! We are all so under so much bondages, Christians, who are struggling with fear, immorality, materialism, hatred, so many are attending church for years but are not set free. Where are the missionaries to Singapore! What about Singapore!
I turned and again I could not find anyone who will pray for the salvation of my nation with me….YET!
I pray that the fire in me shall burn so much that it flows to all around me, that bondages will be burnt, and candles lit up, to shine with the Glory of the Lord.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Arise and Shine
“ I don’t want just more anointing, not just another revelation for sermons.I want to see you, Just YOU YOU YOU!”
“I know there is more, so much more than all these, let me see and let me have it!”
In my QT, I was on the bed, and His presence was so warm. In His presence I slept. I did not want to sleep, I wanted to see, wanted to be awake to hear Him or see His dwellings. But the spirit of the Lord comforted me to sleep, just for a short while. Then I woke up, and I could feel that I’m in a different place, I’m still in my room but it’s like a whole new level of heaven was brought down. Then I heard Him, you slept to the old and now you woke, arise and shine for my Glory has risen upon you.
The room now is an atmosphere of heaven. Then I saw in a vision an army of angles standing behind me, waiting for me to pray so that they could do their work. So I interceded.
Walking around with His Glory shining out more and more, from Glory to Glory.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Crazy or Drunk?
Anyway during the first night of the leaders retreat, I found that I couldn’t really get to sleep. I wanted to sleep so much but I just couldn’t. So I decided to plug into some music in my mp3 to help me sleep. But instead of being soothed to sleep, I ended up feeling the strong presence of God. That’s where I knew that the Holy Spirit wanted me to do something. So I got up and went to the porch of the church. There I worshiped Him and prayed. When the Glory fell on me, I thought that the purpose of the Spirit’s awakening was about over. However, it was just the beginning. Next thing I knew, He soon led me to walk out of the church and I did. I didn’t know where He was leading me to but I just walked anyway. I was soon lead to the top of Kent Ridge park and over there I started to make prophetic declarations. Yes I did shout out. I was so compelled to pray for the revival that is going to hit Singapore and I was even calling arch angles to enter Singapore. Some of the words I was praying I didn’t even understand much, but I spoke them because the Holy Spirit told me too. Did some prophetic acts, one of which was placing my hand on a cannon and said “ In Jesus name, Boom Boom Boom!” Others were going to palace my hand on stores around our area, and declaring a close on those which were part of satan’s kingdom. One of the acts I remember was standing in the front gate of the Mormon Church near our Church, and commanding it to crumble down. After the whole prayer meeting, I was really tired, but I knew that the foundations of the earth have been shaken. I also came to understand why the spirit lead me to pray at such hour, it is because if these acts were done in the morning, I would be facing a lot more difficulties doing them because people would be awake to watch them. And I don’t think a store owner will particularly be happy with me calling their store to come to a close in Jesus name.
During the morning session on the second day, we were all told to pray for each other. I prayed for J.S and prophesied to her and gave direction from the lord. As I prayed she shared with me a vision she saw of me. She saw that I was in robes like that of Jesus, but I had a circle of fire around me. Then the lord gave me the interpretation, the fire meant a glory radius and that it will burn up forces of evil but ignite passions of those of God.
Oh usually when I get drunk with the Holy spirit, what comes with it will be Holy Laughter, though I can tell some are looking at me with a “ I think he is crazy” look, I don’t really care at all. God has revealed to me that ever since the first David Herzog meeting, he has given me an access to drink and get drunk with joy, whenever I feel down. Thank you Lord! Sometimes I’ll still drink because, well it feels so good! Hahaha. So back to the question, am I crazy or drunk? I’m both, Haha. Technically, I’m drunk then that’s why I seem a little crazy to some boring people. Cool ones knows how to join in the fun. Haha. Or at least just enjoy watching. I’m a fool for Christ! Ok I shall quote scripture to those of you who may be wondering if this drunk in the Holy Spirit thing is from God.
From the chapter of ACTS 2:
When the day of Pentecost came, they were all together in one place. Suddenly a sound like the blowing of a violent wind came from heaven and filled the whole house where they were sitting. They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit enabled them.
Now there were staying in Jerusalem God-fearing Jews from every nation under heaven. When they heard this sound, a crowd came together in bewilderment, because each one heard them speaking in his own language. Utterly amazed, they asked: "Are not all these men who are speaking Galileans? Then how is it that each of us hears them in his own native language? Parthians, Medes and Elamites; residents of Mesopotamia, Judea and Cappadocia, Pontus and Asia, Phrygia and Pamphylia, Egypt and the parts of Libya near Cyrene; visitors from Rome (both Jews and converts to Judaism); Cretans and Arabs-we hear them declaring the wonders of God in our own tongues!" Amazed and perplexed, they asked one another, "What does this mean?"
Some, however, made fun of them and said, "They have had too much wine."
Then Peter stood up with the Eleven, raised his voice and addressed the crowd: "Fellow Jews and all of you who live in Jerusalem, let me explain this to you; listen carefully to what I say. These men are not drunk, as you suppose. It's only nine in the morning! No, this is what was spoken by the prophet Joel:
" 'In the last days, God says,
I will pour out my Spirit on all people.
Your sons and daughters will prophesy,
your young men will see visions,
your old men will dream dreams.
Even on my servants, both men and women,
I will pour out my Spirit in those days,
and they will prophesy.
I will show wonders in the heaven above
and signs on the earth below,
blood and fire and billows of smoke.
The sun will be turned to darkness
and the moon to blood
before the coming of the great and glorious day of the Lord.
And everyone who calls
on the name of the Lord will be saved.'
"Men of Israel, listen to this: Jesus of Nazareth was a man accredited by God to you by miracles, wonders and signs, which God did among you through him, as you yourselves know. This man was handed over to you by God's set purpose and foreknowledge; and you, with the help of wicked men, put him to death by nailing him to the cross. But God raised him from the dead, freeing him from the agony of death, because it was impossible for death to keep its hold on him. David said about him:
" 'I saw the Lord always before me.
Because he is at my right hand,
I will not be shaken.
Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices;
my body also will live in hope,
because you will not abandon me to the grave,
nor will you let your Holy One see decay.
You have made known to me the paths of life;
you will fill me with joy in your presence.'
From Ephesians 5:18
Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit.
Even though I still enjoy the taste of wine, but I only let the spirit get me drunk. BE filled with the right spirit!