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That sweet Journey

2010-12-11T07:31:00.000+08:00

“The winter has passed and the spring time has come. It’s a time to enjoy, to enjoy the love of God.” – Revival pastor Jessie.

Really it is already happening, that deeper understanding where it is not by just by head knowledge but by experiencing it. The experience of the Love of God is indescribable. Trusting that He is good and then walking in it. Sit on the carousel, smell the roses, breathe that breath of fresh air and enjoy the ride.

Update of signs wonders and intimacy with HS

2010-12-07T14:00:00.000+08:00

It’s been a long time since I have blogged. Well a lot has happened, so without further ado here they are:

1. I have learnt that I am in control of my soul, Psalm 103. Even when things are down I find that God has trained me to be so aware of the kingdom of heaven that I change the reality that I am facing with the reality of heaven. I am a spirit having a temporary experience in a human body.

2. It’s easy to prophesy, but the real test comes when you are leaving with the people 24/7 and is faced with their junk being thrown at you. Question is, do you really see the gold in the person and treat them as the way God sees them even though they are doing all this junk? Am bring put through that test everyday, and seems like I’m doing find so far =)

3. My faith has greatly increased, besides praying for healing, I am now moving in the region of commanding the weather. Next breakthrough... teleportation like Philip in the bible.

4. Signs and wonders following me, seems like now it’s diamond dust and today I just found out that I transfer it onto others and they too can receive it. The sign leads to God and the meaning is luxury, where gold represents wealth, God had given us this sign of Him wanting us to live in His Luxurious provision. Trusting in Him more.

5. The best part is, I’m getting closer to Holy Spirit than ever before, sharing heart to heart things and just Him being with me and seeing Him 24/7 is amazing.

Bouncing In and Out of Reality

2010-10-13T23:30:00.001+08:00

In the morning at around 7am, I felt the Hand of God patting me back to sleep. It had been awhile since I have felt His hand in such a tangible way. On the way to school I started to tell God the desire that I always had of how much I enjoy deep intimate times with Him. Since I came to the US, I had barley dated God.

At breakfast I suddenly felt something came unto me. It was a new feeling that I had never felt before. I thought it was the food or something but when I asked Holy Spirit, He confirmed it was from Him. Not realising what He was doing, I went to class, checked my emails and in the mist of it, there was a sudden outpour on me. I started to feel very light and good so I went to the couch and laid there to soak in His presence. Before I even knew it, I started to disconnect from my body. Though I could still hear what was going on in the natural, the sound was very soft and distant. I felt I was on water, floating back and forth. Then I felt heat and I could see a figure of a person coming towards me. I recognized who it was, it was Jesus. Then I was singing in tongues and receiving the interpretation at the same time. I heard something like this, “why do we still hold on to our old nature, why do we still brag about our past foolishness, why do we still cling on the old identities as if they were really us? Do we not trust what our father says about our true self? “

Then I started to bounce in and out of reality, I would find myself seeing different palaces then I asked Jesus why He was doing this to me. He explained that He was cultivating in me the ability to be taken by the spirit to places including the 3^rd heaven. Some places included the Jungle, and the Arctic circle, and when I was at the Arctic circle, I did not feel cold at all, I was surprisingly warm. Then Jesus started to laugh and listed out all the different benefits of moving around in the spirit, ne which includes I need not go through customs to travel from one country to another.

Finally, the bouncing in and out of reality stopped and I had to pull myself out and walk about. The entire place had lights everywhere and I had never seen so many bright lights. Then I saw heavenly beings all over the room (people were praying for healing over each other during that time). It was the first time that I saw so much activities that I didn’t bother asking what each were. Only two stood out, one was like a man on fire, and the other was a leafy thing. Then I took a seat again and I started to feel light. It felt like my molecules were separating from me. At that moment I heard a heavenly song with the words along the lines like this, “Just knowing is not enough, walking it out is what matters!” For the rest of that next 10 minutes, was still walking around feeling light.

Downloads

2010-10-09T06:26:00.001+08:00

Recently the Lord has been giving direct downloads into my spirit without any information knowledge. As the days past I start to understand in my mind what God is doing. When I’m soaking in the Lord presence, the room starts to turn brighter and brighter. Here are some of the breakthroughs that my mind is starting to understand.

Holy Spirit whispered to me and said, “you are seated in heavenly places.”(Ephesians 2:6-10) Then I saw a vision of myself in heaven, and i started to walk in the spirit in heaven. I realised that I have to start walking as if I am seated in heavenly places because that is the ultimate reality.

Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or imagine, according to the power that works in us. Ephesians 3:20. Holy Spirit has been teaching me to be even more depend on Him and cling on to His power rather than my spiritual gifts.

I lift my eyes to the hills and where does my help comes from, it comes from the Lord. Psalms 121. Holy Spirit whispered, keep your eyes on me, now is the time beyond the revelation of your won identity but the revelation of me. The revelation of the capability of God is slowly being revealed to those who have their identity of who they really are. I will fix my eyes, on Him, I will be more dependent on my Love.

Go get them Kitty

2010-09-21T04:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, at the evening worship, I suddenly felt like I was a bubble and was floating in the spirit. The molecules in my hands felt so light that I seemed as though it could float away. Then the Lord brought me to a place with many steps similar to a typical western court house. I saw a statue of a lion set in stone and the Lord told me to place my hands on it. I did and suddenly the lion came alive and started to like me. During that moment I was being it by waves of joy from the Lord. Then Jesus told me this lion is meant to break through for all those I have been feeling for the previous day. He told me that this lion would now follow me wherever I went and asked me to name him, so I called him ‘kitty.”

Today Pastor Jesse confirmed the vision as she saw the same lion going before me for those whom I have a burden for. Cool, now I have a lion that walks with me, and his name is Kitty hahaha.

Playing Superman

2010-09-20T03:28:00.000+08:00

Playing Superman; I use this term whenever I see oppression over people whom I love and I can’t help but want to jump in and bring them out of it.

I find this has always been my weak area in my past years in ministry because it could cause me to be impatient and take the anointing on me and move ahead of God’s timing.

This feeling of wanting to play superman came stronger yesterday. It’s week 2 of bible school and yesterday I started to sense many things in the spirit again (which I will not elaborate). Many a times I find it hard to explain what I go through, sometimes I feel like many do not understand what it is like to feel the pain of another. If people didn’t know me well enough, they would have thought I was a melancholic guy, which I so am not. Maybe that’s why God allows me to feel these things because I have the grace to not be too affected by them. Heh, what can I say, I’m sensitive.

This morning at church, I decided to take a walk outside to get a breather with Holy Spirit. Then I saw the principalities of Humboldt and they were as if taunting me. I just smiled and replied, “soon, you’ll be crushed, soon, now may not be the time but soon.” Heh, apparently they never checked with their Vietnamese counterparts of how they fell. Soon, not yet, but soon. I have to admit, many things here are quite foreign, even the evil spirits. Haha.

Back to intercession, Holy Spirit, help me in this new battle like you always have and always will.

Which Mantle?

2010-09-17T03:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I was spending time with Holy Spirit in the afternoon and I was led to read John 15 to 16. Then these verses began to pop out to me:

You have not chosen Me, but I have chosen you and ordained you that you should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain; that whatever you shall ask of the Father in My name, He may give it to you. John 15:16

All things that the Father has are Mine. Therefore I said that He will take of Mine and will announce it to you. John 16:15

Before now you have asked nothing in My name; ask and you shall receive, that your joy may be full. 16:24

Then Holy Spirit said to me, “ask and you will receive. What do you want?” In that moment it felt like I could ask for a car and I would have it. Then I said, “nothing Lord, I am contend with what I have, in terms of things there is no lack.”

Then it was today where I was spending time with Holy Spirit again in the afternoon, then I realised that there is one thing that my heart has always been wanting so much. So I said, “Holy Spirit, you remember the question you asked me yesterday? I do have something that I want, that I need more. I want You more! You are that one that which I cannot be contended with.”

Then I saw Jesus walking to me and He asked me which mantle, which anointing, who I wanted to be. I quickly said, “your’s Lord.” He replied, “nope that is for the cross. Choose those which are after it .” Then it was as if understanding came unto me what Jesus was trying to say, and so I chose, “I want to move out in my own mantle which you have prepared uniquely for me.” He looked at me and smiled saying, “good choice.”

Blink Blink

2010-08-17T17:30:00.001+08:00

I remembered around June 2010 I met this missionary couple Ivan and Jane and they talked about how God provided for them and they never charged others for their ministry. Jane prophesied over me regarding a lot of things, however when she saw a vision of a diamond ring she got stuck. However I knew what it meant and the God prompted to help enlighten her. She was more than delighted to know what it meant.

You see at a young age I believed that there was always that one special someone that I would marry. Maybe it was inspired by the song sung by Savage Garden “I knew I loved you before I met you.” For a guy who is a romance dreamer, it really spoke to me. In addition I believe in a God who is a God of impossibilities and so a prayer at a young age form something like, “Lord Jesus, I want my future wife to feel like she is the most special girl in the whole world, I want her to me my first and only girlfriend.”

I think God really honours a sincere prayer especially that of a kid. So it is, I never looked for a girlfriend just for fun and the criteria are hard to meet. It’s currently two criteria, 1. She must be someone whom I fancy, 2. She must be willing to partner with me in ministry meaning when people think of me they think of my wife too, like David and Stephanie Herzog. I mean to me it kind of suck if I go of ministering and enjoying all the adventures while she stays back with all the kids issues and all I could say was, wish you were here. Nah if one suffers with children issues, we suffer together, but more importantly we explore all the adventures together! By suffering I mean all the pooping and the late night crying. It is the number 2 criteria that filter out like almost everyone I meet. It’s strange to me that all my life the girl either meets number 1, or number 2 only. Guess they ain’t the one yet.

Anyway back to the story of the diamond ring. After all the years of waiting, been 23years since now I am 23years old, I still believe she is gonna be someone extremely special. So special that I find no diamond is fit to be placed on her hand. The only ones that I think this is worthy are the ones that literally comes from heaven. Ever since I saw those supernatural diamonds, the ones that jewellers could not put a price on because they claim it’s too perfect, I kept asking God, please would you just give me one, just this one for her, you know how much she means to me.

So the vision that Jane received meant God said agreed to my request. HOORA! Now it’s the patience that I need in trusting God that she is around the corner. Either I have yet to meet her or, I have already known her but I am just too blind to notice. If the latter was so, I so apologise for that, and will and definitely make it up to her eventually.

What ya think? Looks simple yet elegant. Think it would look good on the finger. Other suggestions?

Hope to come

2010-08-17T00:43:00.003+08:00

After all this time of solitude I find myself going closer to God in a way I have never been before.I find my old youthful passion for Him being renewed all over again. It’s like falling in love all over again and even deeper this time. But this is just the beginning of something more.

Think today God came me just a glimpse of a distant future. Waves of purple lights shone, and glory falling all over. The Saint’s movement going even greater, lovers of God rising up with pure heart and displaying the Lord’s favour in their lives. One final spectacular display before the coming of the final day of days. I saw myself in standing on a cliff with my hands lifted high with many others along side. With an awesome view the view of the valley and a beautiful sun shine on the others and I, it was as if a generation passing the baton to an even larger multitude of new generation of mighty men and women of God. That’s about all to be said for now.

A few days before, the devil had been tempting me to fall back to lukewarm apathetic Christianity. With words like “see you life would not all these persecutions if you weren’t that passionate for God” or “you’re still young, it’s not too late live the life of luxury you wanted in the past, back to the time where you get comfort and even religious respect as a leader in a church.”

I am glad that I rejected all of them, it seems like my life is experience more and more freedom and I yield to God. Strange bonded to Christ yet far more freedom than ever. Getting kind of hard to type these down when 2 angels have been dancing beside me, and also getting hit my waves of holy laugher here and there.

I remember back in the days of OCS others comment that I was idealistic, unrealistic, dreamer. I am guilty as charged especially about being a dreamer. The thing is, my dreams keep coming true hahaha! (visions too) FOR all you out there who feel so worn down in spiritual warfare here’s a passage from Hebrews 10:19 -25

Therefore, brothers, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body, and since we have a great priest over the house of God, let us draw near to God with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful. And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds. Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.

It's not so fluffy

2010-08-11T23:55:00.001+08:00

Hmm I realised that I have not been blogging for quite awhile, and honestly I was quite in a shock that my friends do read it. This in the past usually served as an encouragement to me and maybe others , but I didn’t expect that may people to read it.

The reason why I had been so silent in the past 2 months is that it has really been a quiet time to seek God and for Him to start digging out certain issues in my life, moving me from glory to glory.

In the past I found it easier to blog because as long as there was a supernatural happening I would blog it down, but these days, it has been so often that I have no idea which to blog.

For theses 2 months I had finally found a place where I was fully accepted for who I am. The leader not only accepts me, but shows true genuine care and concern. Not that he always speak of good things but is willing to correct some of the errors in me.

One such error was the pressure I tend to place on myself when it comes to preaching the gospel. So much so that I could be impatient to God’s movement and make the mistake of jumping into things that are yet at time. I guess that’s why I have not been moving out much these 2 months and resting more in God.

Another thing that God was digging out was the condemnation and false accusations cause by another member in my previous church. Out from this ordeal I have learnt to exercise more discernment, and not to trust that a person is speaking from God just because his heart is sincere and uses holy terms like, “have been praying for a month.” It was this thing that God started to teach me to look at the spirit behind the words and not the person’s heart only. With that understanding I find myself able to discern which part of the prophecy is from God, and which is not (most of the time haha).

This really comes in handy because my parent’s cell group had members who were prophesying with words that were mostly from themselves and couldn’t tell the difference which is God and which is them. But praise God that those members were able to learn and the cell was an environment of love and not condemnation.

Recently when a person was prophesying over me commented “wow your life is not a bed of roses.” I truly do agree with him. Thinking back, ever since I started to hear and obey God, life has never been all “fluffy” but in fact was faced with persecutions and rejection. Yet there is still joy in me because I am walking in the will of God. I love doing His work because I love Him. In these hard times it has made me more mature and better equipped for the work of the ministry.

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. –James 1: 2-4

Break out of those walls

2010-05-23T21:16:00.007+08:00

Recently the Lord has been communicating me the topic of battle. Just yesterday I kept hearing the sound of a war horn being blasted. Then He showed be visions of fire exploding everywhere. It was as if a battle was being prepared and is upon us.

Unity was one of the key, for Christians everywhere to stop focusing on “my own church” mind set. To break out of their own church walls and vision s to see the bigger picture what really is going on. For Christians to stop focusing on themselves and get rid of the selfishness to see the truth of what really is at stake here.

It seems to me that there has been a sudden "Rush" in the spirit. I find myself witnessing anointings being poured out and people jumping in terms of anointing level. What takes 5 years can now take place in 5 months. I find people all around suddenly having their spiritual senses awaken. The reason why all these are happening, simple, Jesus is returning back soon, very soon.

Heaven on earth

2010-05-16T22:00:00.001+08:00

I was at a prayer meeting with Lawrence, his family and a few others yesterday. We were just talking and somehow, we got to the topic of being able to rest in the Lord’s manifested presence. Before I knew it, I was asked to help facilitate a session on entering the Lord’s presence. After the session, it was sharing time, and Lawrence was the first to share. Besides feeling God’s presence, he also had a vision. He had asked God about his wife’s arthritis and why wasn’t she healed for so many years. Then the Lord gave him a vision of cables and Lawrence did a prophetic act of cutting these cables. Immediately the Holy Spirit prompted me to stop the sharing and ask Elina (his wife) to walk around and see how her leg was. Her leg was better but not completely healed so we sat her down and all of us decided to lay hands on her.

I was led to place my hand on her right knee and as we prayed, suddenly something solid filled her knee and pushed my hand out. I knew then that she had been healed and wanted her to try out her new leg. Then as I looked at her, she seemed unconscious. Then the Holy Spirit prompted me that she was being taken to the 3^rd heaven. I couldn’t believe it at first but I asked God to confirm it again and He gave me a vision of the universe and purple and I was confident that she was taken out of the body to the 3^rd heaven.

While Elina was up in heaven, the rest of us were touched by the manifestations of the Holy Spirit. When we placed our hands above Elina, we could feel heat like that of a hair dryer. Then we all started to feel heat, even when the air con was blowing at our backs, we were feeling this fire from God. When Elina was back on earth, I remembered her first few words : “I don’t want to come back.” Haha heaven was that wonderful! So she shared about the things in heaven and while she was up there Jesus gave left her with a message.

While we were all excited and was sharing what we were experiencing, I saw in the spirit, Jesus standing near the cupboard. I asked the Lord what to do and Jesus told me to just get someone to stand over there. So I got Josh (Lawrence’s son) to do it and he felt a tingling over his head. At that statement we all went to the spot where Jesus was standing. Some felt electricity, others felt heat, I felt light. Then Jesus left the room and it was as if the Holy Spirit covered the entire room as we could all feel the fire of God everywhere we went. Then Josh and Nicola (Lawrence’s daughter) saw (open vision) a rock in another part of the room. They felt electricity coming out of the ground up to their heads. As I went there if felt like massage on my legs. Then we all began to smell cinnamon and donut sugar. There were so much more that happened that night. It was God pouring out heaven on earth.

One particular scripture keep coming to my head regarding last night :

"I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven."

Matthew 18:3-4

Smoke and Healing

2010-05-10T21:42:00.002+08:00

During prayer with a few friends yesterday, the lord gave me a vision of coals on fire being placed under our feet. I was led to declare what I saw to come to pass and immediately I started to feel the fire of God. Then the scent of smoke came into the room. I asked if anyone else could smell it. Elina was able to but Lawrence could not. This was God's way of letting us know it was a supernatural scent. Once we realized that it was a prophetic scent, Lawrence then began to smell it too.

Last Friday, I went to my parent's cell and prayed for a lady. I prophesied that God had called her to be a prophetess and place my coat over her as a prophetic sign that a prophetic mantle had been given to her. Just a last Friday she told my parents that the moment I placed my coat over her, the pain that was in her shoulders for years suddenly lifted off. I praised God when I heard the news. He truly is amazing!

Helpless to help

2010-05-02T00:36:00.000+08:00

If I could die so that another might live, I would have made that trade off long ago.

What happened when you have the equipment and ability to save others but not the authority. No authority because the ones in charge could not see and does not accept you.

When you love too much and yet are helpless to help. Restricted from moving out to the fullest when you have seen so many other places being blessed through you. The groans of just watching your love ones sinking. Sometimes the grief overwhelms too much that you loose appetite.

Lord how much more does your heart ache than mine if but what I feel is a tiny portion of what you feel...

Jesus' hand

2010-04-18T21:45:00.001+08:00

Just yesterday, I was in Lawrence’s house together with a few others. We were all just soaking in God’s presence. Then I saw Jesus standing in the centre of the room and to me to touch each one according to how I see Him do it. Being led by the spirit, I laid hands and prayed whatever God showed me. Came to this lady and placed my hand on hers. Then Jesus prompted me to avoid contact and just place my hand above hers. I could feel something like electricity passing from my hand through the air space, and into her hand.

Later she shared that before I can to lay hands on her, she saw a vision of Jesus placing His hand on hers exactly the same way I did later. When my hand touch hers at first, she was distracted because my hand was kinda cold. But when I lifted my hand she could still feel someone’s hand on hers. It was Jesus’ hand that touched her.

It was way cool to be led by the spirit and just imitating Jesus! It was also way cool that Jesus touched her in such a supernatural way!

War Room and Empty Houses

2010-04-03T18:49:00.004+08:00

Yesterday on 02 April 2010 (Good Friday), I went to my friend’s house for prayer. We first felt God’s manifested presence and saw visions. I could feel us go higher and higher into heaven though this was in the body. As we went higher Jesus went to touch Amy and she started to declare prophetically.

Suddenly I was taken away from the others that were at the meeting. I was taken to the War Room of God where He had his battle strategies laid out on a table. I went to see the plans and it appeared blank to me. I knew the plans had drawings written but I could not see them. So I inquired God about the strategies and He said, “Euclid, they are already in you, just yield to me and I will reveal them to you at the right time.”Then Jesus started to leave the room, He turned back and asked, “why are you still here?” I replied, “ Lord you know me, I mean this is a War Room.” He smiled and showed me more, I was filled with joy as He thought of everyone as He planned strategies for them.

Then the Lord took me to a different place, I saw multitudes of Houses and they were all vacant. I asked the Lord who they are for and He told me, for everyone but these houses are vacant because they were not saved. I was weeping by then, both in spirit and in the natural. I asked, “Lord aren’t you God, you know who will get saved and who won’t?” All He said to me was, “there is a difference between desire and knowledge.” Jesus would go back to visit those houses and weep, He still loved them even after they rejected Him. Sobbing I asked, “What about those wonderful plans you had made?” Then in those plans I saw us, the ones who had already been saved as part of it. I then understood that it was us, Christians who had been too busy with ourselves that we ignore all those who pass by us. We fail to reach out to our friends, family, love ones, and because we were too busy trying to accomplish our own will. We are selfish, thinking of only ourselves. Then Jesus said to me, “I do not condemn. Tell everyone this. Euclid, go and I am with you till the very end.”

Then I was back, and I told those around me. So I prayed for boldness for them to reach out to those around them.

Beyond the intentions

2010-04-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

Life in camp has been getting much tougher. It has now become easy to forgive those that do evil to you, but it’s just so hard to love as well.

“Lord, help me to see beyond the ill intentions of a person that are inspired by Satan. To see that there such people are prisoners that need to be set free!”

Tag team

2010-02-28T01:53:00.001+08:00

Was at New Life Vineyard Church today. I was there to attend a conference held by a new found friend Professor Debra who was conducting one of the sessions. The glory of the Lord that poured out was so thick and wonderful. His presence was just great.

The session was about inner healing where we all practiced hearing God and asking Him what need to be healed. I got my answer and was delivered out of a 3 months lie that was spoken by a brother in Christ which I created a bond without knowing it. So I broke the bond and now the lies no longer have an impact on me. Thanks Daddy.

There was also a session where we all got to pray for anyone who needed healing. The pastor of the church and I were praying for this lady by the name of Jane( I think). Boy was it a sight! The pastor and I were like tag teaming. I prayed for her hand and immediately, the pain on her arm was gone, could tell she was really happy. Then the pastor prayed for her neck, it was getting better but we both felt like there was something more than just praying for healing this round. So then the Lord let me to pray for joy over her. Then she fell under the power of God. Then Pastor was led to start digging out the past hurts in hear and heal those areas as well. At the end of the ministering, Jane got up happy and healed of both arm and neck. I was really wonderful to tag team with someone else. Some of the reasons is because someone else could hear from God about something which I didn’t hear from, this creates more opportunity for the person to be heal more wholly (body, soul and spirit). Another reason is that the other person can help me in confirmation and areas that I miss, vice versa.

I do hope to do this tag team thing soon.

Resting in His presence

2010-02-09T21:59:00.003+08:00

Life has become very very tough recently. In almost all areas are there attacks. There were nights where it was so tough that I wanted to give up. Yet I rested in His presence and the next day, I would find myself filled with joy and strength. Through all this my prayers are being answered, I have become even more dependent on Jesus till the point that if I don't, I will not carry on.

Here's James Goll's poem of reflection of a present tense God :

I was regretting the past and fearing the future

Suddenly my lord was speaking ,“ my name is... I AM”

He paused

I waited

He continued,

“When you live in the past with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard, I am not there.

My name is not, I was.

When you live in the future with its problems and fears, it is hard, cos I am not there

My name is not, I will be.

When you live in the moment, it is not hard, for I am here cos my name is.... I AM.”

While typing this, suddenly there was a burning smell that came to my room. I quickly asked my mom to come in to see if she could smell it as well, she couldn't.
In the prophetic aroma list it says, burning (good) - fire of God, burning (bad) - enemy leading to wrong direction.

As I asked the lord, how to know whether this burning smell was good or bad? Then suddenly a sweet smelling aroma came it and mixed with the burning smell. He whispered to me, "there is a sweet smell means it's good."

Fire of God

Revelation of Rest

2010-01-24T00:41:00.005+08:00

Prophecy to FGA during prayer meeting on 21 Jan 2010:

During worship I saw Jesus smiling at me. He then turn and went ahead to prepare the way for us. I saw 2 angels appear on the left and on the right. Then they were soon joined with others and they formed a circle. They were inviting us to come to the circle. The words that were being echoed were, “ Rest, be still, Rest in His presence. The weapon of warfare is rest.” As we rest, ministry will be easier and easier because Jesus has already prepared the way.

Recently I find that God has been giving me a revelation of easy ministry. I guess that is what He has been trying to teach me all this while. All we have to do is rest in Him and let the Holy Spirit do His work. Ministry has never been so fun and easy. It’s that constant yielding and doing only what we see the father doing that such this are possible. Our attitude towards our daddy in heaven has to be like little children. This does not mean life is easy, in fact life gets tougher yet easier because we are in Jesus.

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." – Matthew 11: 28 -30

Back Stabbed

2010-01-23T13:45:00.006+08:00

Was recently back stabbed by some of the more senior medics in my camp. How this happened? Well on Wednesday I booked out to go for a medical appointment. By then I was already succumbing to flu and it was getting a whole lot worst. When I went to see the specialist I decided to ask him to diagnose my flu as well. So I got MC and I told the authorities I needed to tell. Somehow some of these more senior medics decided to tell another boss and complain about it. And apparently the authorities I told didn’t inform everyone, which usually they don’t need to. All and all the more senior medics wanted me to get charge and I almost did, thank God I did tell the right authorities and I didn’t get any punishment because there wasn’t any wrong at all.

Our cliques right now are mainly, newer medics vs senior medics. One of the newer ones came to me and expressed how much disgust he had for the ones who back stabbed me. I never did harm them at all and even show them kindness, yet they could do such an evil thing. Somehow times has changed, I didn’t want justice like I would in the past. Neither did I fell in the trapped of cursing them, cos the devil probably knows that my curse would be effective and wanted me to abuse the power that God gave. Instead, I just threw myself at Jesus and He asked me, “would you love your enemies?” When I looked at Him I was able to say yes! Something about looking to His eyes that we can do the impossible. Out of this the rest of the week I saw God leading me to minister to strangers and I do feel great! Now I must be more careful because I realize that Satan is using this part in camp to stop me.

Prayer Tunnel and Angels - Heidi Baker Conference 2010

2010-01-17T20:40:00.001+08:00

The week has been tough. Really thank God that he brought such a great brother like Lawrence to intercede and encourage me. The conference with Heidi Baker was really great, I got hit(in a good way) by the Holy Spirit so much that even after the session, I was unsure of what just happened! Jesus is so wonderful.

Just wanna share what I saw today, hope all you others who went for today’s Heidi Baker Conference gets blessed even more by this. It was during the last part where they were having these prayer tunnels. Ministers would line up and people will go thru and receive multiple prayers. Suddenly I saw an entire row of angels standing where the prayer tunnels were. They were so bright. As I got closer to the entrance of the prayer tunnel I was greeted by the two largest angels I have ever seen. Yes these ones had wings. They were so big that they had to bend down to usher me in. They were welcoming people to walk in and they were very very nice. When I look back , they turned and encouraged me to go in in a very nice way. Of course in the tunnel I got hit by so much joy with the holy spirit that I couldn’t walk and could only laugh. Well hope this bless all of you who went thru the prayer tunnel.

2010 year of increasing Favour

2010-01-03T17:03:00.007+08:00

Just last week while visiting Tiberus Church, my friend Hizkia came up to me saying, “ so young prophet, what is the word for the new year?”

I never thought of that because I didn’t really believe much about such things. However that question was as if God was telling me not to doubt and that I was expected to give such words. So I did ask God about the word for the new year.

2 Days later, He gave me the words.

2010 is the year where the Lord would start the release of His increasing favour for the saints. For us to take back what is ours and the time where Christ is taking back His church. This year is the start, meaning that the subsequent years , His favour will still be pouring out even more and more.

Was talking to Sim yesterday and he mentioned about the year of 2009 was a year of increase. Though he did not believe it at first with thoughts like, “how can it be, maybe it’s just for the church, surely not for me, it’s too general.” His doubts were like mine. Looking back, both of us could say it was a year of sudden increase. Now that we have learnt our lesson, this year we are going to take this year's prophecy, claim it and step out in even more favour by faith.

Cool part was, that pastor Woon was prophesying the same thing, and so did other prophets from different places in Singapore.

Within just a few days into the new year, I could sense that freedom to exercise that favour. I am going to exercise that favour to claim back people for Christ, for the eyes of their hearts to open. Amen.

Christmas Eve and Baby Powder

2009-12-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

Around 10:30 my parents and I gathered to pray for healing for my mom’s back. Before we prayed, I asked the Lord what to pray for, then He gave me a vision of my mom lying down and wind was blowing under her. So I asked my mom to lie on the bed and I used my new bottle of anointing oil which my parents gave me as a Christmas present.

After praying my parents were talking about smelling baby powder in the room. They were telling me of how at certain days the smell was stronger and different areas of the room. Sometimes my dad will smell it at only a small portion of the area, if he went pass the area, he would not smell it at all. I couldn’t smell this time, but as we were talking about the ways God has been communicating to us recently, I then close my eyes to see in the spirit (God has been communicating to my through vision lately). Then I saw 2 angels, one sitting on my left and the other standing on my right. So I asked my parents to quickly go to the areas which I saw the angels and smell. Indeed they did smell a baby powder smell. In fact, the smell was a lot stronger where the angels were sitting. Haha

With a heighten realization of God’s presence, we started a time of worship and prayer which lasted till 12 midnight. Time passed fast because we were enjoying ourselves and in the Shikina presence of the Lord, we enjoy ourselves.What a wonderful way to spend Christmas!

The prophetic aroma meaning for baby powder – comfort

Alabaster Jar

2009-12-20T00:30:00.000+08:00

It’s been a crazy period. Think God really is so amazing.

Around last week I was greatly grief to receive news about what some were saying about me. The reason that it was extremely hurting was that I loved these people. I really never saw them as lower than me in anyway. I felt judged because they didn’t know me and condemned. It was tough and there were lots of voices in my head. I was couldn’t discern clearly which was from God. However I knew that a voice was telling me to ask someone who knows me whether I ever gave an impression that I place myself higher than her. She was a real God sent, she spoke words of life (not just encouragement) and restored joy in me.

That was just the beginning, after being so badly hurt, Jesus then came to me and asked whether I would still love them. My reply was it’s so hard. Then He said, “Through me all things are possible.” It was the start of a deeper dependence on God. Strangely I felt glad to be broken, like the alabaster jar that had to be broken for the fragrance to perfume out. God was now releasing that scent out of me.

Looking about one week from the incident, I can say I’m now in a new level of anointing, but better yet, a deeper level with Jesus. Just today while I was soaking in the presence of the Lord, I saw many visions. However, one vision stood out from the rest. I suddenly saw myself in the backyard of a beautiful house. It was brightly lighted from the sky to the waters. At that moment I felt as if my entire body was in that place for a split of a second. Then I was back again... cool first time I had experience something like this!

The process has not ended, wonder what the next week will be like.

Bold as Lions

2009-11-29T00:05:00.003+08:00

Last Tuesday, I had a vision:

I was brought to a lake and beside me was a dirt road. Then I noticed that there were beasts travelling along the road as if they were heading somewhere. These beasts had diamond spikes protruding out of their heads. I had never seen anything like it. I wondered where these beasts were heading, I asked the angel beside me, he told me to go up to the leader of the pack to find the answers. I went ahead and saw the leader and in a vague image, it roared and had the form of a lion. These beasts were like lions and they had diamond spikes as their mane. Then I saw the road end like a cliff hanger, and the beasts jump off it. They went down to a place I recognized as earth and then I was brought to the setting of a city. One of the beasts landed on the city. It was bold and when it roared, the city shook. Then at the sound of the roar, angels from heaven came down to aid in the battle. I then saw heaven tore open and formed like rain water. It poured on the earth and that area became heaven on earth.

I received the interpretation. God is calling a people who are willing to stand and intercede for their nation. He will give them the spirit of boldness, the people are to take that spirit and boldly proclaim the words of God. When the words have been proclaimed they will see the kingdom of heaven being displayed here on earth.

Angels

2009-11-15T09:33:00.005+08:00

Since Friday night, it seems as though as I had been liberated. I was just soaking and soaking in God’s presence and getting downloads after downloads of revelation. It was uplifting and brought me to a whole new level. Most of it came through the sermons of Kris Vallotton.

On Saturday, I was in the mist of prayer in church when my spiritual eyes opened wider. I saw angels and they were talking to one another. I inclined my ear to hear what they were saying. This is what I heard, “there is a sound of praise rising today.” So I went about church looking for people to tell this news to. Then I walked into the office and found the worship team there praying. After their prayer I told the team and went back to the sanctuary to carry on in prayer. I was just sitting there watching the angels prepare the heavens and the floor and boy were they excited.

Honestly I thought the main praises will come during the fast songs, but it was at the last song ‘revelation song” that I felt the praises were at its peak. During that song I could feel the weight of God’s glory fall upon me, so much so that I had to sit down. It was during that moment when I started to hear the echo’s of the angels. Then I saw each angel that was assigned to everyone was singing praise to the Lord.

To those who will contend and press in, they will be given heavenly access

Tower

2009-11-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

Will they understand? Will they accept with joy? Or persecute? Daddy with the people you have sent me to, I have tried my best. I have to say, I am scared, terrified. Not what the enemy throw at me, but that the people harden their hearts and rejects you.

Just one of the days with the Lord, I was venerable, alone again. Around me was the darkness of night. I was on a Hill but surrounding me was darkness all around. Then a voice called out. Before me was a mighty tower which lighted up for bottom all the way to the top. Its light was bright but there were other towers in the valley too. Those towers did shine, but its lights were false. “Gaze upon the true tower. Fix your eyes on it forever.”

Scents, Angels, Heavenly Beast, e.t.c

2009-11-09T01:14:00.004+08:00

Just yesterday, I met Watchman Ngiam who was a watchman for COOS. I was telling him that I had been seeing this eagle accompany me whenever I’m flying in the spirit. He told me that eagles are one of the four beasts in heaven, and eagle’s are always acquainted with the prophetic. Eagles have eyes that are sharp and have a superb vision. Now I understand why I have often been accompanied by that same eagle since that event. It’s like I have a new pet now. Hahaha. Cool

Today with Jeff Jansen, the Glory of the Lord poured out strongly. In the mist of praising God, I saw in the spirit, heavenly beings appear among us. Immediately after that vision, Jeff starting singing this phrase, “the praise go up, and the angels come down.” He was singing prophetically, he was singing according to what he saw in the spirit. Indeed the angels did come down. Then the glory of the Lord fell upon us. I had a hard time standing, because the weight of His glory was heavy. The atmosphere was so thick with the presence of the Lord that when I moved my hand left and right, I felt resistance. We went higher and higher and higher. At one point and sat down and I started flying in the spirit. Again the eagle accompanied me. I flew and then I was brought to this place. I saw a field and it was extremely ripe for harvest, but there were so few workers. Then my sight was refocused back to earth again. I stood up again, and in a vision I saw myself standing on the river of God that flowed from His throne. It was then where Jeff said, we are now standing on Holy ground.

During the start of the meeting, I saw in the spirit a figure pass me, immediately I smelled a sweet sort of fragrance in the natural. I looked around to check if anyone had sprayed perfume. Later I started to smell medicated oil, again I looked around to check if anyone was using it, but none. Then I asked the Lord what this scent meant. He said to me, “Euclid this just means I am ready to heal.” At the end of the service people were healed. I also smelled a very strong incense smell at the end of the service, it was going on and off. I asked my friends whether they could smell anything, one could smell incense too but the other said there had been no smell at all through out the whole service. As I asked around it was obvious that all these smell was a supernatural scent that came with the glory of God. Some smelled scents while other did not, event the scents were not all the same.

It was just amazing to soak in the presence of the Lord and receive revelations.

Lead by the Spirit

2009-11-02T18:03:00.000+08:00

This afternoon I was waiting to meet a man of God. I was in novena waiting for sometime and while waiting, I was praying in the spirit. I was just standing there in mist of the crowd getting anointing from heaven. Then I told the Holy Spirit, “could you lead me, direct me to where he will be coming from? I haven’t been led by you in that way in a long time. Could you lead me again?” Then I heard Him direct me, “turn left, walk, stop, turn right, look up, wait, ok now turn left again and walk.” I had only walk a short distance and there I saw him, straight in my sights. Haha.

Breakfast with Hizkia

2009-10-26T17:19:00.005+08:00

Had prata with a friend who was leaving to Indonesia for a month. He gave me his phone to listen to the prophecy that a prophet gave him. He did so because he was seeking confirmation. As I listened to the prophecy I had visions. I told him, “well I can only confirm what I see, and I did see you in Indonesia on a stage and there were multitudes of people. I can also confirm the part that God still wants you to enter a time of learning.” Then I prophesied for him further. Though I could only confirm part of the prophecy, it doesn’t mean the rest are not from God, but I only know what was revealed. It was a wonderful and edify time we had.

Flash Forwards

2009-10-25T22:46:00.002+08:00

Just last Sunday I was watching this show “flash forward.” The show was about people seeing their future, and how they lived their lives from then onwards. A character in the show said, “we are all prophets now.”
Thank God that to be His prophet, our visions or “flash forwards” are not like those in the show! They are filled with hope, and well the only thing similar is that when you understand the future you will kind of live life differently then before. For me that science fiction life is real.

God given flash forwards:
During the latest prayer meeting, I felt the Lord ask me to pray for a group of sisters. I was telling God no way all of them will be together praying, that’s because the worship leader told us to pray with someone else different. Then I saw a vision (flash forward) haha, I saw all 3 of them holding hands praying together, and I saw how I was to enter and pray for them. Then when I open my eyes, I saw them really holding hands and praying, so all I had to do was imitate what I saw earlier. Cool heh

Another flash forward, this one issn’t a vision form. I was in the mist of prayer, when I suddenly stepped into a church member’s future. I saw him when he was a little aged then now and there were a few words that heaven spoke in regard to him. Now the only thing is, when do I release it? It’s quite common for me to have a prophecy about someone for like months, but I do not release it to them until the right time.

So the supernatural life with God out weighs the TV shows we see, or even what the world can imagine. and it’s fun haha. Now I wonder, are there any peeps out there that are tired of living boring lives?

For all Christians: In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams. - Acts 2:17

Not ready but willing ( a cup to bare)

2009-10-15T10:48:00.002+08:00

On a Monday night while I was praying, I caught a glimpse of a cup laid before me. It was just there as if waiting for someone to bare it.
I knew I was not ready but I was willing.
With the cup was a whole new level of anointing, power, authority, but with that also came with its price.
Though it is hard but for the past 2 days, God had manifested a new level of glory that I had never seen before, and I contended and will keep on contending for that amount of intimacy.

My prayer: God please kill me, annihilate me, kill my flesh that I may live fully by the spirit! I am tired of my filthy self, none of my fleshy self is good nor does it bring any life. God kill me!

After that prayer the cup was given to me and now I just had but a sip of it. Something happened, I can’t really explain, but it was like I drank something which went down from my mouth to my heart and stomach. This is just the beginning, God will make me ready.

Fire, water and wind

2009-10-11T20:04:00.004+08:00

Just a quick post, there had been a lot of things happening, but I’ll just put it down in summary.

My mom slipped and fell recently in the market and had a fracture line on her knee. The doctor put a cast on her making her very immobile. When I heard the news I was asking God how to pray for her this time. He told me to just lay hands on her knee and thank Him for healing her. So when I got back from camp, I did so. Just this Thursday, she got back from the doctor and this was what the X-ray found; Her knee is healing way faster than expected, what would take three months to get a similar injury healed, she is now expected to take just one month. Praise God haha.

I also found that my spiritual eyes have been opening wider and wider, I have become sharper, a new release of authority in the spirit has been given, and God has been slowly revealing to me the revelations of fire, water and wind. (wind being the newest revelation, around the time after I watched the video finger of God)

Yesterday at FGA was just amazing. During worship, when we reached the “revelation song” I could feel the immense weight of the Glory of God falling on me. I could feel fire starting to burn from within to out. It was really amazing. I’m so excited to see what God is going to do in the coming days ahead.

Finger of God

2009-09-25T21:30:00.010+08:00

I can sense that in the past week, God has been building my faith, especially through the video “finger of God”. Today before I was about to have dinner with my mother, she was telling me of how she could only eat fish because she had diarrhea and was nauseous. So I laid hands on her and said something like, “in the name of Jesus, I command the winds of heaven to blow onto her.” Immediately after saying that prayer, wind gushed from our window and it was blowing strongly. “In Jesus name I command that the stomach be healed!” After praying I asked my mom how she was, she said that she felt something strange going on in her stomach, but it was a good strange feeling. There wasn’t any nausea left. She was healed. Praise God!

“So what did you do last night?”
“Well, I went for about a half hour run, then went back bunk, pray and read the bible.”
“What time you slept?”
“er… about 1am”
“1 am? What can you do till 1 am siah?”
“er …like I said, pray read the bible.”

This was the conversation between a bunkmate and I in regard to the night before which was a Tuesday night. That night, I was left all alone in my bunk because all my other bunkmates had official reasons to stay out for that night.
That night I had the freedom to pray and fellowship with God in my bunk. While in the mist of His presence, I started to see vision of images that were filthy. The vision weren’t images of terrible sins, but of stored information and lies taught to me by men example, false doctrines and skepticism.

I asked God, “Lord I know that this working is from you, but why are these images so worldly.”
Then He replied, “These images come from you and I am removing them out. I am renewing your mind.”
I didn’t know I had so much of the world still stored in me, neither did I know that some of the images flashed were lies from the world.

When the flashing stopped, He then spoke to me again, “Euclid, read and get yourself surrounded with the things of me. Then you will see the spirit realm more clearly.” This was just one portion of my time with God that night.

What will you do?

2009-09-21T12:57:00.001+08:00

I was asked a question recently by a Godly woman, “ if someone was to walk along that corridor, slip and fell, had a huge cut in her head with blood oozing out….. what will you do?”
I knew what the right answer was, but I knew that my true response will not tally with it. So I answered honestly, besides, this woman was a prophetess, and I have been in the prophetic long enough to know never to answer with a model answer (answer from the mind) but to answer with the pure truth (answer from the heart). I told her, “since I have been trained as a medic, I will arrest the hemorrhage first, get medical help, call the ambulance, and while waiting for help then I will pray for the person.”

Sounds good? There in my answer you can find my sin. By that question my sin was exposed, it showed how far I am from God. How much of the flesh I was living by. Why? Because the first thing I would do is not pray!

What would Jesus do? So many times Christians who do not truly know Jesus love to quote that. The truth is, if Jesus was to see that, he would just heal the person. No call for ambulance, or medical training, just like when he healed the man’s ear which peter chopped off.

In that moment I was offered a choice, to either repent and ask God to renew me even more, to the way I live my life and view things, or I could defend myself and still live as fleshy as ever. I chose to repent.

That night and the rest of the next day, God did a work in me. He revealed to me things both of present and of future. I started to see clearer the life mission He had for me.

That day I met a friend who was in the prophetic as well. First few things he said was, “you seem very disturbed, what’s going on?” I told him that I would explain to him in the later part of the day. The meeting was fruitful, we spoke about past present and future. I prophesied over him and we were both edified. I told him it’s not that the joy of the Lord has left me, and he could that that I still had that joy, but it was that holy burden that I had that made me seem disturbed.

Later that day he prophesied over me, only after he prophesied that he understood why I was disturbed. Again I shall speak no more until the time of its revealing arrives.

Now the question I have for Christians if they really want to live by the spirit, “ if someone was to walk pass you, slip and fell, had a huge cut in his or her head with blood oozing out….. what will you do?”

Clouds and Presence

2009-09-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

It’s been 2 weeks since I was posted to my new camp. To be honest, the camp welcomes you with a very gloomy feel. The bunks are like beds place in warehouses for you to sleep in, it’s stuffy, run down, not to mention the 3rd floor is locked because it’s haunted. Well the ghost part didn’t affect me at all, because the Holy Ghost in me probably scares them off. Haha.

On the night of the first day, I sensed the presence of the Lord in that camp. His presence is there because He has wanted me to be there. To me I view the camp as a wonderful place because the presence of the Lord was there. I always look and yearn to only be where the Lord is.

Praise God! Just this Monday the Lord led me to discover a place where I can pray without any restriction. It was the roof top of my bunk. The view was amazing; you could see the HDB estates of Singapore brightly lighted up. As I was admiring the view in the manifested presence of God, He began to bring my attention to the clouds, I asked, “God what are the clouds for?”
2 words I received after asking that question, Patience & Movement.

He then led me to focus on one cloud & said, “I am like the wind. Though I cannot be seen, I’m still there. Though you cannot see me move, I’m still moving the clouds. I am still breaking down the strongholds! Be patient.”

At that word I stare at the cloud for a very long time and then I lost patience, I looked away thinking that that was all He had to say to me, and ask, “Is there any more you wanna teach me God.” He said look back up, and I did and the cloud had already vanished. You must know when I focused on one cloud there were many others with it as well. It was an entire sky that was filled with clouds that vanished in an instant. There He taught me a lesson on being more patient when I looked deeper in the spirit, and to see the entire picture before doing anything.

Now there is much more that He said, but the time for the revelation has yet to be revealed has so I shall not speak more. The point was that He taught me something deep using clouds. Haha. He really is so wonderful.

Then Moses said to him, "If your Presence does not go with us, do not send us up from here. -Exodus 33:15

A new life

2009-09-12T13:57:00.001+08:00

Praise God!

Today was very different from other days. It is like I had suddenly been given a new life!

I was walking down to the nearest coffee shop when I prayed, “ God I want my life to shine more of your glory, I want to be more devoted to you, closer, less of me and more of you.”

When I was eating I felt the holy spirit descending upon me and I began to reflect on the change in my life over the past years. From looser to jerk, and now to a free child of God! Haha! Indeed the lord has been good! When got home, there was this joy overflowing out of me, it is as though a sudden change in me has occurred and I started to feel glory radiating out of me!

We reflect on the goodness the lord has done, and the wonders He is doing now, but I’m glad that I can to look forward to the glory He would be showing in the future!

Shadow of His Wings

2009-09-01T20:51:00.002+08:00

Just the other day, as I walking, I felt a weight on me, a comfortable one. In those moments it felt as if the warm golden sun shone on me, though it was barely day break. The next thing is something I can’t really explain. I saw myself in a form of a 3rd person perspective looking from the top. On me was a giant angelic figure covering me. In that moment, I sensed a strong sense of security and glory of God. The holy spirit in me was stirred up and I could feel power coming out me.

Today the Holy Spirit whispered to me, “it means you are under the shadow of my wings.”

Reflections of an Encounter

2009-08-30T15:46:00.003+08:00

Looking back at the past week after the encounter on August 23, 2009, This is what I found :

A greater desire for Holiness and God – Not only do I find myself sinning lesser than before, I began to make use more of my free time to get to know Him better.

A more constant awareness of God – I began to commune with Him more regularly.

A sharpening of my spiritual senses – I start to see the spirit realm and prophecy comes much clearer than before.

A great understanding – when I read the written word of God I start to have more revelations and a better understand of passages that I read before.

More outpouring of anointing – I start to sense a stronger and a more frequent out pouring of anointing.

So such encounters are not just for a ‘cool fun fact’ kind of experience, it is life changing!

Flying in the Spirit

2009-08-23T16:56:00.023+08:00

Today was really wonderful, amazing things happened and I intend to write them down:

I arrived early at Church of Victory today, while waiting there for Rusty, I began to pray and get prepared for a time of ministry. I asked the Holy Spirit what did He want to do today and He replied, “Euclid, today you’re not going to lay hands on anyone because I’m going to be the one that ministers to the people personally.”

As time went by, I heard the Lord placing a prophesy in me for me to address the entire church. During worship as we went to a point of adoration, the Lord prompted me to speak. I got clearance from Rusty and from the senior pastor of Church of Victory. I went up stage and prophesied, “The Lord says, I see many of you who are empty. You are empty because you fill yourself with the things of this world. You fill yourself according to what your flesh desires. Don’t you realize by now that it is these very things that still do not satisfy you? I desire to fill you up with my Holy Spirit because only I can truly satisfy you, not the world. If you will but hunger for me, I will fill you up not only to the brim, but overflowing, that you may overflow to the rest around you.” That was about as much as I can remember God prophesying through me. Later, a few came up to prophesy on the theme of God wanting to have a personal relationship with them. The senior pastor also prophesied along the same lines of being filled to an overflow and not be empty by the fillings offered by the world. These prophesy were edifying not only to the congregation and me, but to Rusty (who was the speaker) as well. This is because it was in line with the sermon that he had prepared.

After the sermon, the call was given to enter deeper with God. The presence of the Lord began to be extremely thick. As I opened my spiritual eyes, I saw a line of angels moving down the ales, then to the people. One came beside me and I saw him pointing me out saying, “this one is hungry, usher the King to him.” At that point I knew something big was going to happend. Then I began to see in the spirit, the floor around me breaking apart. Water was gushing out of the ground and filling me all over. The weight of the Lord was so strong that I found myself on all fours. Then I saw fire burning all over me. The fire was dancing and spreading, like it was about to explode. Then, before I knew it, I was in the spirit. Though I had still some control over my physical body, I knew I was in a totally different realm. In the spirit I found myself flying between the cloudy mountains. Ahead of me was a giant eagle and as it soar to the left and the right, I too soar to the left and the right. Then I zoomed to the side of the eagle and saw its eyes. Its eyes were like nothing you have ever seen, in a moment it seemed like it was made of jewel and fire. I was having such fun flying and laughing. Suddenly I was brought to the mountain top and on that mountain top I began to seat beside someone. My spirit quickly recognized Him, it was God the father. I was so so excited. Then my spirit began to hear what my body was hearing and feeling. The service had stopped and announcements were being given. I felt the queue to go back, yet I was reluctant because I wanted to hear what He had to say. With a warm assurance He said, “go back, I want you to know you can always come up here again we can fellowship.” With peace I went back, I opened my eyes and my body felt light. It was hard to get up at first but I did, and as I walked around I had to get used to walking again.

When we sent Rusty and Mildred Home, he prayed for us and I began to feel light while brother Lawrence felt fire and I saw his face turning red. Haha. Thanks be to God for offering such intimacy to all His children! If only all of as were that hungry enough to seek Him.

The Lion of Judah

2009-08-22T11:21:00.006+08:00

An excerpt of my prayer during warfare against a rebellious spirit:

Oh Lord, you are the Lion of Judah! You are the rightful ruler of this land. You are mighty and ferocious; at the sound of your roar you sent fear into your enemies. Lord, devour your enemies, slain them for your Kingdom! Show forth your glory that they may be but back to place and fear you!

Fly

2009-08-16T20:38:00.004+08:00

Yesterday at a prophetic meeting, I saw in a vision of fire in the form of rain falling from heaven down on some people. The droplets of fire covered their bodies, starting from the head to the feet. When the fire reached the feet, it burnt the chains that were chained to the ground. Immediately I saw them caught up in the heavens with mighty wings. When they were in the sky, they no longer fought a warfare on the ground, but they fought from the heavens. In the heavens the Lord showed them how to engage warfare, and they fought from a heavenly perspective, God’s perspective.

After I had released the word, a sister immediately rushed out saying, “ I’m here to confirm the vision. I saw it too. I saw the chains and the people on wings flying effortlessly!”

Too many have been fighting a spiritual warfare on their own. With their fist, on the ground. So let us fight from the heavens with the perspectives of God. Remember the fire is from heaven.

Speak of Him Constantly

2009-08-09T21:46:00.001+08:00

This happened on 3 August 2009 Monday, I could not post it online because I was in camp when it happened:

I was reading the book "drawing near" by John Bevere, it was speaking about the relationship between a husband and wife. When a husband is in a close mutual association with their wives, you will hear them speak often about their wives. Same thing with the Holy Spirit. Children of God who have a close mutual association with the Spirit of God constantly mentions of Him.

In repentance, I said, "Hey Holy Spirit, I'm sorry that I do not talk about you much in my conversations with others." He replied, " it's ok, I have been mentioning you to the Father, and in front of my angels and heavenly creatures."

We seldom include Him in our lives, yet even when we take Him for granted and chuck Him aside, He not only still thinks about us but proudly talks about us, His children.

Prophets of the Old

2009-08-02T20:11:00.001+08:00

During my Quiet Time, the Lord spoke to me, “take a look at the prophets of the old and see what they see.” Then in a flash, I saw people from Moses to David, all of the man of God mentioned in the Old Testament. In that they all experience and communicated with God in an intimacy that many Christians have never been in. Yet the clock past and I saw the men of God in the New Testament. The Glory seen by these men was even greater, clearer than that which the prophets of the old had experience. Then I felt myself in that short moment, in the shoes of the apostle John. I was then led to turn to 1 John 1. I read it out loud (though I was then only one in that room), and as I read, I started to experience the moment when John himself was writing those very words. In that short encounter, I had a greater understanding of the bible, an understanding which I cannot put into words.

Not Alone

2009-08-01T23:08:00.003+08:00

As I carry on in spiritual warfare, I find myself being left more and more alone. While speaking to Pastor Klein, he encouraged me with this verse “And Elisha prayed, "O LORD, open his eyes so he may see." Then the LORD opened the servant's eyes, and he looked and saw the hills full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha.” 2 Kings 6:17. The point was, that whenever we feel alone, we are in fact surrounded by armies of angles.

As I went back that night, the Lord spoke to me further on this first, He said, “Euclid, let me show you again who is with you.” I then saw not one, not two, but a row of guardian angels walking next to me on both sides. They are my bodyguards from heaven. I have seen them quite a number of times before and it had always been like ‘cool’ kind of knowledge, but today it was a huge encouragement, a revelation, what I really needed to see.

Beaten

2009-07-26T20:42:00.003+08:00

Been beaten, battered the past week, I have been in war. A war not with weapons of this world, a war in the spirit realm, yet it is so real. I find myself being battered in emotions, physical, spirit. I’m surviving barely.

It started when I started to move deeply in intercession for others and FGA mainly. It was where I found myself in a position of a watchman, prophesying the messages of the coming movement of God. It was where I started to intercede for those who barely or can’t because they have yet to see or are too busy.

In the heavens, I find so few arrows of prayer being shot. I do feel that I’m being forgotten, thrown into the front lines to fight without support. I can sense little prayer coverings for me. In the mist of intercession for others, I find myself interceding for myself! It's really so so hard. I hope other brothers and sisters will send support. God please awaken them, not for my sake, but for the sake of their love ones.

By the grace of God, I’m barely hanging on, but I’ll still keep fighting.

Squash me not

2009-07-13T18:18:00.005+08:00

I was in the mist of prayer walking in my house when I stumbled upon a large ant. I picked it up and wanted to squash it as I would in the past. Somehow I stopped. I had compassion for it. I remember the last bug I squashed and I had a sorrowful regret. So this time I decided to do something different. I brought it to a corner of my house and said, “do not enter my house again or you’ll be dead. I command you to leave in Jesus name.” Then I let it go and it did not turn back to my house at all!
I realized that the ant had recognized the authority that had been given to me and so it obeyed.

I asked God, “oh no, does this mean I’m going to be vegetarian?” Then in a laughter He replied, “ no, it’s ok to kill an animal for food, but not out of just killing for the sake of it.”
Phew…….. Beef steak.. here I come hahaha.

Intercessory Prayer

2009-07-12T13:00:00.005+08:00

During these past two weeks, I have been lead to a new area of battle. This area is the area of intercessory prayer. In the past, I ministered to people who were strangers, people whom I come into contact once. In such a ministry, you pray just once and you don’t even remember their name. Because of such experiences, I am so used to the “touch and go” kind of ministry. There is no follow up, that I leave it to the leaders of that particular church.

Now times are different, although I’m called to minister in such a manner every now and then, I’m now planted to a local church myself. As I get to know the people even more in FGA, I sensed the leading by the Holy Spirit to intercede for them, not just once, not twice, not occasionally, but every moment. To stand with them in their warfare against the kingdom of darkness even though you don’t meet with them in person to pray.

The difference between the “touch and go” and “intercessory prayer?” In the “touch and go” I find myself operating on the grounds where others have been praying for, the ground have been soften, I have been covered and prayed for, my duty is to bring a readied ground to a higher level. However, in the “intercessory prayer” ministry, the ground has not been touched at all.

2 days ago, I clearly remember myself interceding for a sister in Christ. As I was in a face flat position, I could feel myself breaking through spiritual barriers. Attacks were coming from all sides, trying to tear me, and stop me from interceding. It was a huge fight, but I pressed in. As I pressed in further, the attacks became stronger as the enemy becomes desperate. I felt like and arrow head piercing through the barriers laid before me. In the name of Jesus, I broke through. From that night, I can say that I have truly understood the dangers of intercessory prayer. My mother who is in the intercessory prayer ministry for a long time, gave me this advice,"cover yourself before you start interceding for others."

The intercessors cover us, but I wonder, who covers them?

Travel to a restricted place

2009-07-04T15:31:00.002+08:00

By the Grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, I post this:

The Holy Spirit suddenly dropped this phrase in my heart, “where I go you cannot go.”

Anybody can travel to different places in the world, all you need is money. However no matter how much they travel there is one place they cannot go, and definitely not with all the cash in the world. A restricted place

That is the place where Jesus says in the book of John 7:34 “and where I am, you cannot come.” However this place that Jesus talks about I find myself entering it occasionally, though right now, I’m only barely touching this place. That place is heaven. Only the children of God can have access to this place, even before they see death. The people that Jesus said “you cannot come” are those who do not believe Him. But for those who believe, it is the access of heaven that we can go to. As children of God, we are to touch heaven, go and see it, then, bring it down to earth. As Jesus taught us to pray “thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.” I’m hungry for so much more of God. Let the travel to such a place be more often, longer, and deeper. Amen.

Ministering with Rusty at Church of Victory

2009-06-07T18:45:00.002+08:00

Ministering with Rusty at Church of Victory

Holy Laughter
During ministry today, I came up to a sister in Christ. Immediately God revealed to me what prayer she came up for. It was for inner healing, the healing of her heart. As I prayed for her and describe the hurts that she had, she began to weep. I could feel what she felt. But Jesus, gives joy to the broken hearted. If you are broken hearted, you cry because of the hurts. So Jesus replaced her sorrow with Joy. “In the name of Jesus I pray forth joy to fill the areas of the heart where the hurts were. Jesus gives you a spirit of joy. Jesus, turn her sorrows into joy!” She started laugh. Filled with joy she laughed harder than when she cried. Praise God!

Can you smell it?
At the same place, I approached a lady and I could feel the thick glory around her. I said, “ sister, I do not need to even touch you, just receive more of Jesus!” I smelled something fragrant, though I couldn’t make out what the smell was I had a word come to my head in regard to that smell. It was purple, and I linked it with lavender. I went closer to her to check if she had put any perfume of some sort. When I went closer, the smell was gone. It wasn’t from her. I stepped back and there I could smell the same smell again. It was as if the smell was coming from an area in mid air. I asked her, can you smell that? She replied yes! Neither her nor I know what that smell was, but we know where it came from, God. After the service, I spoke to her, told her the word that came to me in regard to the smell. She said it spoke to here, as she was prayed for to have royal robes to cover her in the past.

Prophecy.
Later, I went to pray for a man. Could tell that he was ready for a word from God, and I had it. “God says I have called you out!” What I found out later about that man was that he was stepping into new territories in many major areas of his life, and he wanted to know if it was Gods plan to step out or not.

Pentecost Sunday

2009-05-31T21:21:00.004+08:00

Today is Pentecost Sunday, and at New Life Christian Church (Fumara Hotel), I was asking God the amount that I should give Him for offering. I do this for every offering because I want to offer Him a sacrifice that is pleasing to Him, meaning what kind He desire. Now in this sacrifice is not like that of the command which is 10% of your first fruits. That has always been the minimum requirement. But in this sacrifice is an additional. Anyway, so I asked God, what do you want my to give you this time? So He said, “Two.” So I went, “Just Two? I mean God you know me, I can give much more than that, Two?” He responded again, “ Two.” So I obeyed, took out my wallet, couldn’t find any two dollar notes so I went for my coin section. Then I saw two one dollar coins and I placed it in the offering bag. Then the Lord spoke to me again, He linked it to the four-drachma coin that peter fished out. He said, Euclid, look at how I provided for peter to pay the temple tax, I will provide for you.” Oh FYI, peter fished out 4 drachma coins because the tax required was 2 coins, he paid for himself and for Jesus. (2+2 =4) haha

During lunch, we met some of Rusty’s board members. The lunch was near FGA and I intended to pay them a visit after our meal. Then Rusty said to one of the board members, “Euclid here has a word for you.” I replied, “ I have?” So we went to the car because the board member, she was driving us to NUH for another prayer visit. As we walked, Rusty said, “ you know what you do now? You pray.” At first panic came to me, I was like, “ oh no, I don’t have one, what am I gonna to say?” Then the Lord reminded me of a testimony that David Herzog made about a similar situation of how he cried and tried so hard to get a word but he didn’t. It was only when he gave up and just trusted God that he received the word. So, I didn’t try hard at all, I just step out in faith and opened my ears to God. He kept placing these words, “revival and restore,” in me. When we got to the car, I prophesied and it was accurate. At the hospital, I asked Rusty, “ did ya know that God gave me a word, or did you just decided that I should step out in faith.” He replied, “ God told me, and because I was praying when we were at the lunch meeting while you didn’t. That’s why when God gave you a word you didn’t hear him.” Suddenly, the words that my mother mouth yesterday about being aware of the presence of God every moment came to my head, and I understood. Thank you Jesus.

Post Charge up

2009-05-24T22:25:00.004+08:00

Was great to meet my spiritual dad again today. He showed me the drawing of why my Generation was a “Y” generation. At first I thought it was some prophetic drawing, then to my surprise, it was a joke, a really good one hahaha. Anyway, managed to only pray for one person today cos I was busy taking photos. It was her left knee and she got better.
When Rusty gave a call for those who wanted to accept Jesus as their Lord and Savior, a pretty matured lady came forth. As she walked down the aisle, the Holy Spirit brought my attention to the girl that came down with her. Immediately I knew she was the daughter and the Lord showed me that this young lady had been faithfully praying for her mom, and my her deeds, the gospel was preached to her mom. After the service, I found the daughter and told her what the lord had shown me. I could tell she was really encouraged. Praise God.

Ohoh, and the worship today was amazing. I could hear the trumpets sound as the Lord entered the place and it was a time of adoration.
And I met Sarah Tan over there, surprise surprise. Apparently her parents knows Rusty well, so it really was a pleasant surprise indeed.

Prep Up

2009-05-23T21:12:00.002+08:00

Since this morning, the Holy Spirit has been churning inside of me. I can feel it, I can feel Him preparing me for something awesome soon. I feel my body being worked up for another level of anointing. Few times I have had something like this happen to me. The last time I could clearly remember was the vision of the angel on the white horse, the revelations one. I wonder what this time would be. It’s the gift of faith, given by God to supernaturally increase the measure of faith that I have to display His Glory.

Update!

2009-04-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

I haven’t blogged for a long time…so here’s a rough up date of what is happening in my life.
WORK place,
Jesus has been helping me be a better worker, even though I’m underpaid and forcefully made to serve under a company. As I truly practice the understanding that as servants, we serve out boss as we serve Christ. Not that I mastered it, and there is much improvement, but I realize I complain less, and am becoming a better work than before, praise God.

In Church,
Getting to assimilate in FGA better. I have gotten to know men and women of God there, but still more women than men… oh well, some things still have not change haha. Right now, I’m waiting to see when and what move that God wants me to take.

I find God refining me like God in fire. He is refining me to be a minister that only does the will of God. That will not allow his ministry to be an idol, nor experience, nor methods. To be a minister that finishes the race WELL. So there’s where the patience teaching comes in, and also the reviewing of my attitude. Am I pushing to be recognize for the work I have done? Or I not bother, just as long as God is glorified.

the First have arrived! Revelations 6:1-2

2009-02-22T16:24:00.012+08:00

This is an account of the series of events that happened on the 22 February 2009 (Sunday) at around 3:30pm:
I was reading the first chapter of EZEKIEL, and when I reached the part of Ezekiel seeing the angles with 4 different faces, I asked God, “ Lord I want to see what Ezekiel saw, I want to see what your prophets saw.” Immediately after that question, I saw a vision, of an angelic being riding a white horse. The back drop was the sun, and then I heard a voice saying, “the first have arrived.” I quickly turned to Revelations 6:1-2

1I watched as the Lamb opened the first of the seven seals. Then I heard one of the four living creatures say in a voice like thunder, "Come!" 2I looked, and there before me was a white horse! Its rider held a bow, and he was given a crown, and he rode out as a conqueror bent on conquest.
What does it all mean? Is it really what I think it is? Conquest? What conquest? And if so why me to see it, I ain’t a major prophet. I’m but only a person moving out in the prophetic. Did I see wrongly? Part of me hopes so. Then I’m reminded that a few days ago, Rusty prophesied over me, and the word “eye of God” just becomes so evident. What does it really really mean? Is it to really do with revelations, or could it be something else before?

Then I saw a whirlwind, with dark storm clouds circling it, and I saw the same angelic being charging right into the center of the whirlwind.
Now I hear a voice, saying, “Euclid it just means I’m coming.” This is just freaky.

Now He says, “Euclid, don’t be afraid of what you see. Time is coming where I will bring justice upon all the earth. From the heavens above to the earth below, I will pour out my spirit. Don’t be afraid.”
Is this why since last night till this morning I have been having fire, energy and praising God?

Ok I am afraid now! Seriously, I am usually not afraid of anything and I used to think I’m only afraid of God, but then again this is kinda like something from God. Oh No!
In my defense I remembered me reading from the bible something about don’t listen to the deceivers who say the time has come! So no way if it is from God then I will say the time of the end is near right? Then I turned to the chapter that I read which is in Luke 21:8-9

8He replied: "Watch out that you are not deceived. For many will come in my name, claiming, 'I am he,' and, 'The time is near.' Do not follow them. 9When you hear of wars and revolutions, do not be frightened. These things must happen first, but the end will not come right away."
Then I realized that I misread the chapter yesterday. Because the deceivers will not only say that the time is near but they will come claiming that they are the messiah as well. But I’m not claiming to be him!

In a sense it is a relieve and also makes things worst. Relieve that I ain’t no deceiver, but worst because all the more the vision is true.
Then I carried on the read the chapter: Luke 21: 10 -31

10Then he said to them: "Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. 11There will be great earthquakes, famines and pestilences in various places, and fearful events and great signs from heaven.
12"But before all this, they will lay hands on you and persecute you. They will deliver you to synagogues and prisons, and you will be brought before kings and governors, and all on account of my name. 13This will result in your being witnesses to them. 14But make up your mind not to worry beforehand how you will defend yourselves. 15For I will give you words and wisdom that none of your adversaries will be able to resist or contradict. 16You will be betrayed even by parents, brothers, relatives and friends, and they will put some of you to death. 17All men will hate you because of me. 18But not a hair of your head will perish. 19By standing firm you will gain life.
20"When you see Jerusalem being surrounded by armies, you will know that its desolation is near. 21Then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains, let those in the city get out, and let those in the country not enter the city. 22For this is the time of punishment in fulfillment of all that has been written. 23How dreadful it will be in those days for pregnant women and nursing mothers! There will be great distress in the land and wrath against this people. 24They will fall by the sword and will be taken as prisoners to all the nations. Jerusalem will be trampled on by the Gentiles until the times of the Gentiles are fulfilled.
25"There will be signs in the sun, moon and stars. On the earth, nations will be in anguish and perplexity at the roaring and tossing of the sea. 26Men will faint from terror, apprehensive of what is coming on the world, for the heavenly bodies will be shaken. 27At that time they will see the Son of Man coming in a cloud with power and great glory. 28When these things begin to take place, stand up and lift up your heads, because your redemption is drawing near." 29He told them this parable: "Look at the fig tree and all the trees. 30When they sprout leaves, you can see for yourselves and know that summer is near. 31Even so, when you see these things happening, you know that the kingdom of God is near.
Then I realized the verses all the way up to 24 already has been fulfilled. The Jews have already been taken prisoners to all the nations, and Jerusalem has already been trampled on by Gentiles. Now all that is left is for two more verses, 25 and 26 to be fulfilled then the return of Jesus will come!

I called pastor Woon and share about what had happened and he said you are doing it correctly, checking the bible. After that call, I found myself more calmed already and I began to realize that all that has happened is really from God. It is a big thing, I have prophesied to a personal level, and even church wide, but never something like this before. It is to do with the END OF THE WORLD! Yeah. You can say I was awestricken by this whole event.
Question to fellow believers, what are you doing now that you know the end is so near?

Chocolate

2009-02-19T00:09:00.006+08:00

Wow, just came back from a junior prophetic mentoring session. It was amazing. What God was emphasizing at the meeting was spending time with Him more. Church doesn’t count, what God is desiring is personal time, in other words QT.

His manifested presence, it is something amazing. Today our spiritual sense of smell was open. I smelled chocolate. Almost every one smelled chocolate! Yes CHOCOLATE, and there was no chocolate to be found. No one was baking things to do with chocolate. Basically it was a smell from heaven.

We as ministers are to spend in the presence of the Lord, see, hear, smell touch, and then speak.

Basically God wants to release such supernatural stuff, let us see heavenly things, commune with him deep intimacy, but the question is, are we hungry enough for him?

Fire, Light up Singapore

2009-02-07T10:17:00.002+08:00

The past week has been great! Almost everyday, the anointing of the Lord is pouring out on me in a measure I never had before. Been going on like this ever since last Saturday. I experience a new level of intimacy with the Lord.

Just yesterday after, Lifegroup (cell group), I felt fire all over me. Even when I was in a cold air condition place I could still feel fire all over my body, The fire was burning from inside. I remember that I was telling myself to try to look for some sick people to pray for them, but what do you know, no sick person was around.

Sometimes I wonder why Singaporean churches are talking and putting so much emphasis on mission trips to China, Indonesia e.t.c. Where here there is such a big mission field need, we the churches of Singapore, Singapore needs deliverance! We are all so under so much bondages, Christians, who are struggling with fear, immorality, materialism, hatred, so many are attending church for years but are not set free. Where are the missionaries to Singapore! What about Singapore!

I turned and again I could not find anyone who will pray for the salvation of my nation with me….YET!

I pray that the fire in me shall burn so much that it flows to all around me, that bondages will be burnt, and candles lit up, to shine with the Glory of the Lord.

David Generation

2009-02-01T22:02:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, a messenger of God came to our church. As an elder man humbles himself to accept that the latter shall be greater, he was chosen as a messenger of God to lift up the “David” generation.

God is looking for a people who will say, I’m willing, not my will but your will. God is looking for a people like David, after his own heart. Not only are the heavens more open now then ever, but a generation that will know and understand the Lord.

This is what the LORD says: "Let not the wise man boast of his wisdom or the strong man boast of his strength or the rich man boast of his riches, but let him who boasts boast about this: that he understands and knows me, that I am the LORD, who exercises kindness, justice and righteousness on earth, for in these I delight," declares the LORD. Jeremiah 9:23-24
Then I will give you shepherds after my own heart, who will lead you with knowledge and understanding. Jeremiah 3:15

We the “David” generation is that shepherds.

It’s great to hear that my brother Donovan is in this movement too!

The messenger said, he wish he was younger so he could see the out pouring that is prepared for our generation. Haha.

31st January 2009 is the date I got uplifted.

Stretch Forth your Hand God

2008-12-14T16:54:00.003+08:00

This week has been one of the worst yet the best week ever. Well let me explain why was it the worst. Life as a “men” now in the army is quite a tough one. You are easily pushed around because you are of the lowest rank, your boss scolds you whether you work hard or not, and plays favorites. Besides all these, there is a particular guy who is the same rank as me that gets me on my nerves a lot. I got so angry at him that I almost wanted to hit him (never had such a feeling in years). In summary, I saw myself falling in terms of character, I was so fleshly.

“I asked God, how can I be your witness at all, I’m not perfect! I can’t be consistent, I can’t be showing your fruit and preach your gospel.”

This is why it is the best week. God said “I did not ask you to lean on your own strength, but lean on mine.” It is where I came to realized and thank God that in my whole army life has been a life where I got to see my flaws here and there. It is not me that shall represent the Lord but the Holy Spirit that is to be evident in me. I gladly yield to him because Euclid does not have the power to help, to save, but it is Jesus! As Kathryn Kuhlman said “I’ll die a thousand deaths before I’ll step up on that stage, because I know that Kathryn Kuhlman can do nothing.”

Empty Me - by Jeremy Camp:

Today the Holy Spirit asked me to go pray for healing for a friend’s mom and preach the good news to him. This is a new level of faith that I’m stepping out in. I have never went alone to pray for healing for someone in such a manner, I usually tagged with Rusty. But you know what, it isn't me that does this work, it is the Lord who will stretch forth His hand. Praise God!

I Surrender

2008-12-07T02:03:00.008+08:00

Wasted quite a lot of time playing computer games this afternoon. I didn’t spent my time with God as much as I wanted. I knew that I was succumbing to the flesh and my spirit was drying up. So I took the discipline to stop. I didn’t want to go to church because I reasoned, since I didn’t get to spend much time with God in the day, I’m not going to FGA so that I’ll use the time for some “recovery” QT. Then the Holy Spirit tugged me, and persuaded me to go to FGA. I’m so glad that I listened to Him.
When I went there the worship was just amazing. It was amazing because the presence of the Lord was strongly evident. As I was there, every moment the Holy Spirit was filling me, even during the announcements. Today’s sermon though sounded more like the sharing of the speaker’s life testimony, but the message was about trusting God. I have come to understand that Jesus wants me to learn to trust in the season of my time. Though in such a season it is where I step out to many uncertainties, and it’s where I am faced to surrender certain things in my life, I can gladly say that this journey is so wonderful. The more I surrender and trust, the more I step into the realm of heaven, because more of the Holy Spirit is in me.

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.”– Romans 8:28-30

I have been asking God to open my eyes to see what He sees constantly, and as time passes, I get to see the more of the truth and it changes my thinking and I get to understand how God really feels towards the unsafe, sick, bonded, hypocrites, faithful, and so on and so forth. As I walked down the streets of Douby Ghourt, I started to read people. I could see things in them but I do not know how to express it. I see it but I do not understand. Reminds me of the time where I saw and apostolic anointing, but did not know that it was apostolic; till I met an apostle then I knew what that anointing was. As I drew closer to the Holy Spirit, He gives me understanding. Anyway, after an edifying dinner with a newly met sister, Angie, I found my self walking along the street with the Glory of the Lord increasing more and more.
“Where are you going after this?”

“ To my grandfather’s wake.”
“Oh no!”

“It’s ok, he is saved.” =)
Even at the funeral with all the Taoist processions going on, the Glory of the Lord is still event on me. Could still feel His presence surrounding me. I went to a corner and turned on my new “creative zen mosaic.” Then a particular song had a very strong anointing in it. It was a song titled “holy holy holy” by Paul Wilbur. This was like the “uncountable” time that a song in connection to Israel has affected me so deeply. I believe God is trying to tell me something. When I listened to the song “holy holy holy,”
I saw a vision of a robe which was long and magnificent. It was the robe of the Lord and it was so long that it filled my entire vision. Then I saw the temple of the Lord. At once I had to control myself from breaking down at the sight of it. Then the Holy Spirit gave me understanding. We are the temple of the Lord, and that’s how the Lord sees us. He desire’s us to be beautiful and magnificent. But many a times we defile the temple by involving ourselves with the cares of the world. We disrupt our discernment of God’s voice by filling our minds with the voice of the world and therefore cannot hear Him anymore. The Lord desires us to forsake the beauties of the world so that we may be adorned with the beauty of heaven, which is far far far more beautiful than anything in the world. We always see that by surrendering to God means loosing something, but fail to realize that by surrendering we are gaining back what is for us. From blessings to happiness, all these are for us but the devil has come to steal all these from us. We fail to realize that by not surrendering, we are settling for a temporary and false happiness. Therefore, let us keep the temple of the Lord, Holy.
at the wake, I toldmy mom, the priest is not fake, he really has a demon in him. Seems like a low ranking one. I saw it through his eyes. Not sure whether he got it by invitation or unknowingly though.

In God I Trust

2008-11-30T19:08:00.002+08:00

These past few days as an out of course officer cadet have been wonderful. I now have much more time and I use the time wisely. I have brought Christian books, powerful ones and of course the Bible. The book I bought was so powerful that a pre-believer read it and ask “seems so unbelievable, you mean the leg can grow out like that?” I replied, “yes, because I have seen it myself, you want to join me to see?” He agreed, so when I’m going to minister with Rusty I’ll get him along. Even during ops- planning, I was led by the Holy Spirit to speak to an old friend of mine. The Lord gave me a word of knowledge and prophesy followed after that. This is the first time I have ever prophesied in the army itself. I’m currently reading the book of Daniel, as the God as placed me to be a Daniel. I understand that He is placing me in a position of service and not a leader, for in due time I shall stand in front of Kings and leaders, and I must know how to deliver the word of God with respect yet not hiding the glory of God.

On Saturday, I started worrying, and crying out to God. In what position? Face flat! I was worrying over how God was going to launch me into the ministry He has called me to. I had not felt lost in such a long time. It started when I was reminded of what took place at the Asian conference last week with Phil Pringle. He was addressing the senior leaders and elders giving opportunities to youth leaders to actualize their potential in the ministry, empowering them to rise and take the baton of leadership in growing the Kingdom of God. My every being screamed out “I’m one of them.” Where can I go that would take such people in? That lead to the worrying of how God would launch me into the ministry He has called. Then I hear Him say, “trust me.”

Sunday, it is no coincidence that today’s message at FGA was to do with trusting God, and having peace when we trust him. I was greatly ministered while at the same time I saw a vision during worship, and this was the vision:

First I saw a people of the first(older) generation praying. As I saw them praying, I saw the second(younger) generation rising up. I see blessings, anointing being poured on the second due to the prayers of the first. Then the word reconciliation was strongly impressed upon me. In it was the interpretation that the wave of the second generation was paved by the first. The second must acknowledge that and therefore reconcile with the first. The wave of the second will be mightier and greater than the first, but they need the first generation to guide and make way for the second wave. The first generation should also acknowledge that the second generation wave is what they had ask from the Lord, and they should be prepared and humble to learn from the second in time to come. For the revelations are not from the second generation's experience but are given from the Lord. Then when there was reconciliation I saw a huge mass of people the size of a stadium full gathered together, and I saw no age difference for all were united.

I believe it is about Singapore as well.

Returning back

2008-11-23T15:37:00.004+08:00

On Wednesday I was given the news that I am put out of course due to medical reasons. I fell out too often in the field with symptoms of nausea, giddiness, and sometimes even breathlessness. I also took quite long to recover from it, on one incident, I even had to go through an IV drip to recover. When I received the news I was quite devastated. All that hard work, all the pushing through all gone down the drain. I really wanted to push to be an officer but some how my body just couldn’t keep up with the program. Apparently I may be physically fit but not combat fit.
As I went back to my bunk, I realized that now that I’m out of course, I had time to do things which I didn’t had before. I really had time to pray and well I was really asking God why this had happen. My goal of being an officer wasn’t for the prestige, or money, not for myself, but it was for the future men I would be able to lead. You see God said that I’ll be like a Daniel or Esther in these days, a position to change. So my mind was set that God had meant that I’ll be an officer and that way many will come to know the Lord, and that the spiritual stronghold in the army may be broken more. But that is what I thought and not His plan. I was relying so much on my strength in OCS, that I hardly spent time with Him any more. Those weekend QTs are not enough. And as I was in His presence I realized how much I have missed. How much I have been caught up on the training and been so unaware of the actual spiritual war going on.

I don’t know how He will use me, but whatever it may be I’ll be glad. Even at this point of time I’m still unsure, but I hear Him say “trust me” and I will. =)
Today, when I returned home, my parents to me of what had happened at the Asian conference. When I was told of what Benny Hinn had prophesied, it was sudden awakening. The thing is, I was prophesying similarly of what Benny Hinn had. The awakening was an understanding how distracted my mind was. I was so focused on being an officer that I forgot a mission I was already on. This “out of course” was God shouting to me to go back into His will.

Singapore be prepared for a movement of God unlike any other – so says one of the many of the generation that God is raising.

How He loves

2008-11-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

The Lord has been so wonderful to me.

In the morning, I travelled to FGBMI to accompany Rusty in conducting a prophetic seminar. Though I have heard most the revelations taught there, it was as if the eyes of my heart were opened even wider. I got to understand what the Lord has been trying to tell me.

I got to understand about importance and how to steward the anointing the Holy Spirit has given me. Stewarding comes as we understand things like authority, order, and faithfulness. With the little that is given to us, if we were to steward it properly, then the Lord will give us even more.

“Are you a dancer?”

“Yes, how do you know?”

“ Well because I saw you in a vision dancing in the summer, and the Lord wants me to tell you that He sees you as beautiful.”

This happened when a saw a lady at the seminar.

Most Churches in Singapore do not understand how much the Holy Spirit loves dancing just as much as music. After all , He did create them. =)

As I look back in the past, I see how much Jesus loves me. Over coffee I told Melena and Jessica how much Jesus has held me so close to Him. In the past I was hasty in ministry, there were many a times where I got frustrated at why doors were not open, why I couldn’t step out into the ministry that God has called me. He loves me so much, gave me the same prophecy at least 3 times, to get my attention. He’s not interest in my working in the ministry but in me. In my days I have seen great men and women who fell due to temptation or because they step out into ministry too early. Jesus treasures me that much that He wants me to be molded that I won’t fall like those before.

He takes care my life and the life all those around. While I was away in the jungle, my “long lost” grandfather discovered he had cancer. My dad shared the gospel to him and he accepted Christ. His third wife commented that she has never seen him so happy before. Today I went to baptize him with the Holy Spirit, and while praying for him, I prophesied “ Jesus says behold I go and prepare a place for you in the heavens.”

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. -1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

How He Loves Us by John Mark Mcmillan

Verse 1:
He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realise just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.

Pre-Chorus:
And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all

Chorus 1:
Yeah, He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves.
Yeah, He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves us,
Oh how He loves.

Verse 2:
We are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,
If grace is an ocean, we’re all sinking.
So Heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss,
And the heart turns violently inside of my chest,
I don’t have time to maintain these regrets,
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
When I think about, the way…

Got to know finally!

2008-11-02T16:55:00.002+08:00

On Saturday, November 01
I met up with Pastor Woon from FGA. As we were talking the lord spoke through Pastor Woon. He told me not to be too quick and fast, that I’m to slow down. I have not heard that prophecy in a long while, but by the grace of God, He reminded me.

Later that day I visited Heart of God church. I did so because I wanted to catch up with an old friend “Ben.” In the sermon Pastor How was talking about the culture of his the church and how it was built upon. The thing about heart of God is that you find the people are very pure and that there is no sign of politics among the leaders, there is openness between the member and the leaders. In the sermon he gave the history of the church, which wasn’t built on miracles, but on scars, scars of the death of 2 young youths. At then I finally knew what the walls in the church was crying out about. Scars are there so we can say we walk though the valley of the shadows and emerged victorious, scars to make sure the others won’t have to go through it at all. I have my own set of scars and I am glad for it. I now know why I was to visit that church that day. I shall forever remember the anointing of Heart of God church.

On Sunday, November 02
Went to Tiberius church with intend to pray for the sick, but instead I was blessed. Rusty gave the sermon about promises and there I started to regain back all the promises that God gave.

The secret things belong to the LORD our God, but the things revealed belong to us and to our children forever, that we may follow all the words of this law. -Deuteronomy 29:29

As I spoke to Rusty, I further understood what the lord had been saying about slowing down. I am to rest, to be still. That’s why I have been hearing Jesus asking me to trust Him all week. I rest now, so that I can know Jesus even more, and God wants to prepare me for the ministry ahead. The ministry of Signs and wonders. He is holding me so tightly and molding me that I will not fall like some before me.

Going off to the Jungle for the next 2 weeks, pray for me peeps. Thanks.

Just another one of those days

2008-10-28T14:50:00.003+08:00

Lying on my bed in the midday
I offer my prayers for the burden of those dear
Then came a light, warm yet cool
I see grass, and the smell of wind taking off the sent of spring
In it was more than splendor of angles, but the touch of a creator
The right ear hears a whisper with words of heaven
I see a party of angles dancing to the sands of freedom with beautiful lights flashing
Drink the spirit of joy and the sense of ecstasy can’t even be describe
Pause yourself and you hear the echoes of praise throughout the age
In this party, no one wishes to leave.

Well that’s how I party, how do you party?

Ya dead yet?

2008-09-20T22:00:00.003+08:00

“The bible says seek ye first the kingdom of God and all these things shall be added unto you.” “I’m not here to rob you, but I want you to give up these things so that I can give you what is better, what some of you might never dream possible.”
The Lord prophesied through me during my friend’s cg meeting. The sermon was about the great commission that we are to make disciples, but in order for us to make them, we must be disciples ourselves. We have to take up our own cross and follow Jesus.

We pursue after material wealth, after men, allow our minds to be worldly, we do all these without knowing that it is all out to kill us. God plans to give all His children a heavenly life that is glorious, but we must first give up the things of the world.

Both Satan and God wants to kill you, but Satan wants to kill your spirit that which is eternal, while God wants you to kill your flesh so that you may live by the spirit.
“Many of us call Jesus our Savior, but few call Him Lord .” –Donovan
I found that the devil likes to put in lies in to the church to prevent others from going close to God. Lies like, “to be a Christian means we have to be poor.” Not true, God has given grace for a few who are meant to suffer in material wealth but not for all of us, in fact He desires us to be rich in material wealth as well. In the same way that not all of us are called to suffer like Paul, it was his calling and God gave him the grace for it. I always didn’t agree with “church” cultures that insist that being poor is a sign of holiness and a sign of willingness to give up the world. Although God has called some to do it, many others are not, they are instead called to be a blessing, like Abraham. The issues is not whether we are rich or poor in material wealth, but is that whether we are willing to give that all up along with other things in the world for God.

By faith

2008-08-30T14:28:00.001+08:00

In the middle of the night while I was in camp, I was on my bed asking how do I move the gifting to a higher level.
It was then I heard the lord, “You need to treasure the gift if you want promotion.”
In treasure does not mean just using the gifting, but stretch our faith by pushing God and asking Him to use the gift we have more. I remember that the only reason why I wanted to move out in prophesy and healing was because of the love for the people.

We are not to base our relationship by feelings. However God does let us feel when He knows that we don’t believe Him by feelings but by faith. It is by faith that we enter God’s presence, not by weeping or an order of worship, then when we enter we can feel His presence.
As I look back in my life, I realized that what I was doing was stepping out in faith and that’s why I have had so many encounters. I was the simple things like believing that tongues was for all who believe (Mark 16:15-18), and things like “as long as the Bible says so it is from God.” Though feelings was how God used to increase by measure of faith to a deeper Glory and relationship, but it was by faith that activated the first encounter, the first slaining, speaking of tongues, and feeling His awesome presence.

Back to what matters

2008-08-22T22:47:00.003+08:00

“ It is by my name that things happen, not the prophetic actions. The prophetic acts are an act of obedience.” - Jesus
(while I was praying for healing upon my mom)

I do not worry or get even bothered by things like, what will happen to those who are not why can’t I just speak a word from now so that they may be saved? Things like what other Christians will respond with harden hearts? What about this area of my life that is not perfect yet? These questions do pop out in my head, but when God’s presence comes, and when Jesus gives you a hug, all these fades. Truth is all that you hear, and truth sets you free. All I hear is:
“ I just want you, all of you, not your service, just you Euclid.” – Jesus
“Hey Euclid, I love you” – Jesus

Touched by the love of God again and again, and it is heavenly.
What God really wants is for you to spend time with Him.

Dreams do come true

2008-08-17T10:07:00.002+08:00

“ I will guide you, you need to trust me Euclid.”- God
Yesterday at the Seminar held by Rusty, we were told to go to one another and step out in faith for God to show us something about that stranger. I went to a prophet/elder by the name of Eddie Choo, and then the Lord showed me a vision of a house on fire but not burning, with a river stream flowing beside it, with the backdrop changing seasons. I asked God what it meant, and what I sensed to interpretation could be was change that God was going to bring in Eddie’s life. Soon after, Eddie prayed for me. He prayed and prophesied at the same time. Just a summary, he prayed for me to come under a shelter of good friends, who would up lift me and grow together. He prophesied that I will meet and come to know other Godly men and women who would pass their anointing down to me. In these days that I should not be disheartened when I face difficult trials, these trials are but training for what God has installed for me. Passing each trial will be like a leveling up to more spiritual maturity. By the way, each of the prayer and prophesy spoke very very deeply to me.
“If you can see it, you can have it.” - God

I tell you God is a God of dreams. He places dreams in man and makes it possible for those who believe. If I can see it, He will give it to me. What I see, haha what I see is beyond man’s imagination. I see miracles, romance, a road filled with Glory. Dreams in Joseph, visions in David, encounters with Moses.
Now I shall speak of the present of what I see, I see a generation with many not knowing their purpose both Christians and unsaved people alike. Many Christians don’t even dream any more or have yet to find His will even after 10 years. Some don’t understand who they are.

You are sons and daughters, heirs and co-heirs of God. And I tell you the truth, you can still meet Jesus before you die. I’m not talking about just visions but literal sight, a visitation. Why… because I believe it to be so and I’m still believing and I’m sure of it.
“Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.” Matthew 5:8

Spiritual life check: When was the last time you had an encounter with God, or did you ever had an encounter with Him before?

On another note... during the seminar, I remember praying for a woman. She said she had diabetes and breathing problems. I paused for a moment and asked the Lord, “show me what to pray for.” Then I saw her kidneys and a vision to pray for fluid to drain out, and I did. After I prayed for her in both areas, I could tell did she had difficulties in fully believing that she had been healed. Then I asked her is there some other sickness that you have not mention. Then she said she had a slip disk and she could feel pain. So I prayed for her back too. After praying I asked if she felt better, she bent back wards a little and replied yes. I could see the joy on her face. Later she testified that whenever she sat down, she would experience pain and after the prayer, she felt the pain going away. I believe God help her with a significant healing to built her faith that He has healed her in the others. Her doctors are in for a testimony. I can still remember the joy on her face, and even thinking about it now brings me joy. This is what it is all about, the people and them being blessed. God wants to see us to have true joy, that’s why He want us to leave the things of the world, because all the cheap trails will only sadden us in the end.

I remember when Rusty was sharing a testimony of Him seeing Jesus with a man he was ministering, all I was concerned about was that I want to see Jesus too. That is my deepest desire, just Him Him Him.

Laying in wait

2008-08-10T13:09:00.008+08:00

“What you are feeling is my way to let you know that my Glory is still burning strongly in you.” -God

What I felt was fire!!!

I could feel immense heat burning in side of me during the worship at FGA. So much Glory of God was being poured out that I saw a vision of two hands reaching out to me. It was the God the Father reaching out to us. It so wonderful that I didn’t want it to end at all. I wanted the worship to last the whole service.

“well we don’t always get to lay hands every time.”- Rusty

“it’s ok, I felt fire today.” -Me

In this season of my life, I’m seeking direction from the Lord. I’ll wait and watch where God wants me to go. Any hastiness or pressure to push is not from Him. So in the mean time while waiting, I’ll just get to know my maker better.

As I’m seeking direction in my life God has been prompting me in two areas. The first is His presence, and the other is returning to the roots, which is Israel. I shall pray for the peace of Jerusalem.

Arise and Shine

2008-08-09T10:53:00.005+08:00

“ I don’t want just more anointing, not just another revelation for sermons.I want to see you, Just YOU YOU YOU!”

“I know there is more, so much more than all these, let me see and let me have it!”

In my QT, I was on the bed, and His presence was so warm. In His presence I slept. I did not want to sleep, I wanted to see, wanted to be awake to hear Him or see His dwellings. But the spirit of the Lord comforted me to sleep, just for a short while. Then I woke up, and I could feel that I’m in a different place, I’m still in my room but it’s like a whole new level of heaven was brought down. Then I heard Him, you slept to the old and now you woke, arise and shine for my Glory has risen upon you.

The room now is an atmosphere of heaven. Then I saw in a vision an army of angles standing behind me, waiting for me to pray so that they could do their work. So I interceded.

Walking around with His Glory shining out more and more, from Glory to Glory.

Just more hungry

2008-07-18T23:28:00.006+08:00

“my muscles are still very fatigued, not to mention I have caught the flu bug that has been going on in the camp.”

“Trust me Euclid, I’m with you and you will do well for your physical fitness test.”

With the prompting of the spirit, I spoke out loud and declared that I will pass this test prophetically.

Hah He didn’t just give me a pass but a silver. From a fail to a silver. Praise God!!

I have been liking life in army, and maybe just a little too much. I like the trainings, hah got my own rifle, and also I really enjoy the atmosphere of pushing myself to the limits. Somehow this is also a bad thing. I sometimes can get carried away with the army way of life that I loose sight of the reality of the kingdom of heaven, but with the experience I have with Him, I’m able to gain back sanity of the spirit realm.

There is this thing I love, about army, is that it increases my hunger to spent time with God. I always look forward to book out to spent time with Him and soak in His presence. Today, I just felt a break through to a deeper level of Glory. In mind and anointing, the Lord has increased His fullness in me.

Prayed for a sister over the phone, and as soon as I command a spiritual strong hold to be destroyed, I could immediately feel power in every word of prayer. Hah, she said that at that moment, it was as if Jesus was sitting beside her. Wonderful!

Today’s mentoring session highlight, “ Find out what make those Godly people tick, understand what revelation they have, and what kind of thinking they have that causes them to have such miracles in their lives.” From Hebrews 13:7

Euclid’s Status : still moving from Glory to Glory.
Thank you Jesus!

Make yourself feel at home

2008-06-29T12:05:00.003+08:00

A person asked, “so how do you find the service?”

I answered, “good, I feel at home.”

Whenever the Glory of the Lord is, there I’ll feel at home. This is because my spirit recognize the Glory is the same which enters my room during QT. I can go anywhere, and when the Glory of the Lord falls, I will feel at home. I even told people, “please make yourself feel at home” hahaha

Yesterday I had so many vision that I could not count them. Though a few were prophetic and had meaning behind it, many where just God revealing and showing the wonderful things of the spirit. I was enjoying the sight of dancing angels, watching fire jumping on the heads of each person in the hall, feeling the worship breaking through the next level, etc. The most important thing I found about resting in God’s presence is well….resting…hahaha. Not filling our heads with who I need to minister, or cracking our heads on what every vision means. Just be still.

Most peeps would use the world as a substitute for their distress and relaxation, but I chill out differently. Instead of going to the club and getting high on alcohol like what most of my bunk mates are doing, I go to the club of heaven (church), and get high on the Holy Spirit. Here’s a tip, the heavenly version is better than the worldly one. Besides entrance into heaven clubs are free, and the spirit’s that you get drunk on there does not give you hangovers. Hahahaha still getting drunk now.

“Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the LORD rises upon you.” Isaiah 60:1

More of His glory is rising upon me, thank you Father.

Book out, book out Day!!!

2008-06-27T21:40:00.002+08:00

Just came back from booking out, and boy was army tougher than I expect. By tougher I mean the spiritual side. I actually quite enjoy the training and maybe a little too much.

I remember about a year ago I was telling elder Edwin the fear I have in going into the army is being the perfect solider. During these days in camp, I was like enthu enough to even want to sign on. There was even a night where I couldn’t sleep because I was so adrenaline pumped to do training the next day. In these two weeks in army was like a struggle to break out of this army dream and get back to reality.

Within just a few days of camp I find myself in the popular group, yet the popular group tends to be the mean one. I find myself in the temptation of joining my bunk mates at making fun of the “outcasts.” There are many temptations there, but I think the biggest is the influence of turning me to a solider of the world, rather than a solider of the kingdom of heaven.

One of the days, I asked God how I was going to create an open heaven so I just prayed in tongues because I had no idea what to pray for, read His word and conversed with Him. I prophesied for an old Christian friend that happened to be in the same company as me. Little did I know I was actually bringing the Glory of God in, and opening up the gates of heaven. Within just one or two days, my bunk mate just came up to me and asked if he could read my bible. I gladly obliged and passed it to him. He was not only just interested for a day, but he carried on reading it for a few days till the day before book out, where I had to take it back for packing.

Each men that I build a relationship with is the starting of an open door.

I’m so glad for Christians that support me back home. People from my mom’s CG that not only help intercede but give words from God as well through SMS. Oh I’m just so glad that my old Christian friend has open eyes is not a skeptical Christian though he is in a Methodist church. I believe God is raising more young and passionate people that will not let tradition get in the way of God’s new wine. We are going to have a weekly prayer meeting in our company with 2 other Christians as well.

I just miss lying on the floor and soak in God’s wonderful presence, without the restriction of praying in tongues very softly or getting drunk in the Holy Spirit. I miss just letting the weight of His Glory falling upon me. So…I’m going to stop blogging now and just do that. I’m off!

Must Read! Prophecy!

2008-06-06T17:27:00.013+08:00

This all start when the spirit of the Lord came upon me to prophesy from the book of Isaiah 60 on the 17 of May 2008, during a special youth prayer meeting at 2pm.

"Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the LORD rises upon you. See, darkness covers the earth and thick darkness is over the peoples, but the LORD rises upon you and his glory appears over you. Nations will come to your light, and kings to the brightness of your dawn. "Lift up your eyes and look about you: All assemble and come to you; your sons come from afar, and your daughters are carried on the arm. Then you will look and be radiant, your heart will throb and swell with joy; the wealth on the seas will be brought to you, to you the riches of the nations will come. Herds of camels will cover your land, young camels of Midian and Ephah. And all from Sheba will come, bearing gold and incense and proclaiming the praise of the LORD. All Kedar's flocks will be gathered to you, the rams of Nebaioth will serve you; they will be accepted as offerings on my altar, and I will adorn my glorious temple." - Isaiah 60: 1-7

It is no coincidence that I soon found out that my mentor had been prophesying using the same scripture every where he went. People from David Herzog to Jerame Nelson have all been prophesying through this same scripture. As long as you are in the prophetic ministry you will most likely see this coming, and even though you are not in the prophetic, it is good for you to know what God is doing and planning to do, after all, prophets are the eyes of the church and a body needs to know what the eyes see. So this post is a deeper revelation of what God is doing and going to do. All Christians need to know this!

The calling of the saints:

"Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the LORD rises upon you. See, darkness covers the earth and thick darkness is over the peoples, but the LORD rises upon you and his glory appears over you”

Now is the time for all saints, not just pastors, full time ministry staff, or even leaders, but all who are of the body of Christ. Time for all of you to shine. Time to get our act together. It will no longer be just the leaders that moves out in the gifts, but it will be with the entire church where these gifts will be seen operated in the marketplace. No longer shall it be just only in a church setting where people will feel the presence of the Lord but in the marketplace as well.

'In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams. Even on my servants, both men and women, I will pour out my Spirit in those days, and they will prophesy. I will show wonders in the heaven above and signs on the earth below, blood and fire and billows of smoke. The sun will be turned to darkness and the moon to blood before the coming of the great and glorious day of the Lord. And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.' - ACTS 2 : 17- 21

We are in the last days!

To Singapore:

Singapore will be the Antioch of Asia. There will be a great revival unlike any other in the history of Singapore. This revival is going to be nation wide. From this Singapore shall be used as a mission base to send out and support more works to the rest of Asia. Support both in spiritual and financially. People will be gathered here to be trained for mission to the rest of Asia.

To the Churches of Singapore:

Pastors, Apostles, Leaders, of churches whether big or small, start building your frame work! Not just in buildings, but in the spiritual health of your church. From your establishment of your worship team to your prayer ministry, do not look at your ministry from a numbers or technicality perspective, but build it to be a church where the Holy Spirit is free to reign. Be careful not to allow your system be a hindrance to the Holy Spirit movement, even a system that has worked in the past. When the revival hits, people from the streets will pour in, but they will not stay in a church that has a Christian religion, but a church that has the real thing, a church that has the glory of God present in their service, where there is freedom because the spirit of the Lord is there. Be careful you who are called Charismatic or Pentecostal, that you do not get caught up in your own system of religiosity. The quality music does not equal to a quality worship. Be ready always to allow the Holy Spirit to flow as He wills and not what you think is the best way for Him to flow.

The revival will be like that of the oil in 2 Kings 4:2. Your frame work will be like the jars. The more jars you have, the more oil there will be. If you have only prepared for a frame work that is an equivalent of 2 jars, then only 2 jars of oil will there be. If you prepared for 8, then 8 jar of oil will there be, and so on and so forth. Do not be mislead, even if your church frame work is that of 1 jar, people will still enter, but will not be as many as a church with 2 or 8. Where the number of jars stop, the oil will stop flowing.

A revelation of what is to come:

Ever since the first century, the Christian church as not been the same as the churches in the new testament. But God is perfecting His bride and through theses years, He has been bringing in major revelations.

The first was the revelation of who Jesus Christ really is, what he did, and salvation through faith by grace. This was the period of the great reformation, during Martin Luther’s time.
The Second revelation was for us to understand who the Holy Spirit is. The era of the Pentecostal, charismatic movement.
The third is this, the revelation of who the Father is. Now we have entered this new era. It’s no more just talking about anointing, but the Glory that comes from above. This is where Jesus says:

“Jesus gave them this answer: "I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing by himself; he can do only what he sees his Father doing, because whatever the Father does the Son also does” John 5:19

There will be a greater understanding on who the Father really is. Though this does not mean that we stop moving in the anointing, but we also move in the Glory, because Jesus does that as well. This will be a time where ministers will learn to hear the Lord better and bask more in His Glory.

My address to Christians

If you have been a lukewarm Christian, been like the seed that fell among the thorns in the parable of the Sower (Matthew 13:22), find yourself being materialistic, easily distracted by the things of the world… Now is the time to start being a fully committed Christian. I tell you the truth, those who are in the Light will grow brighter, and those in the darkness will be darker.

“Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it.” -Matthew 7:13

“And a highway will be there; it will be called the Way of Holiness. The unclean will not journey on it; it will be for those who walk in that Way; wicked fools will not go about on it.” - Isaiah 35:8

Enter in the highway of Holiness, though it is narrow, but it is a path to life, for Jesus gives life. The highway is a path not of restriction, but a place of protection. If you turn to the left or the right, there waiting is the devil with his temptations and substitutes for fun, joy, meaning, that will in the end be death. However on the highway, it is a place where you get to do more stuff

“Then he said to them all: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.” Luke 9:23

If you view the laws of God as a restriction rather than protection, you need to change that thinking. Many a times it’s because we cannot see what we do with God that causes us to see what we cannot do with Him instead. One example, why be held up with travelling around the world, where with God you get to travel around the universe, and I mean it literally. Yet you must get on to the path of Holiness. What helps me to move in the path of holiness is the knowledge of what I can do as a Christian, not just a little but all of it, from healing the sick, to prophecy, visitations from God or His angels, and all the way cooler stuff than what the world has to offer. I have found the spirit realm more real than this realm, because all that is in this world is but only a shadow of heaven. If you really choose and want to be on the highway of holiness but you need help, go to a minister of God, but make sure you choose the minister wisely, not all who call themselves ministers or a given the position are ministers of God.

“Remember your leaders, who spoke the word of God to you. Consider the outcome of their way of life and imitate their faith.” -Hebrews 13:7

My plea to church leaders

“But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God— having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with them. They are the kind who worm their way into homes and gain control over weak-willed women, who are loaded down with sins and are swayed by all kinds of evil desires, always learning but never able to acknowledge the truth. Just as Jannes and Jambres opposed Moses, so also these men oppose the truth—men of depraved minds, who, as far as the faith is concerned, are rejected. But they will not get very far because, as in the case of those men, their folly will be clear to everyone.” - 2 Timothy 3

If you need to humble yourself, now is the time. The Lord is about to pour a new wine and if you insist on being an old wine skin, you shall burst. All you need to do is ask God for forgiveness, and be humble, learn from those who have godliness and have its power. Please do it as quickly as you can, for under you are many sheep who looks to you for direction.

"He changes times and seasons; he sets up kings and deposes them. He gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to the discerning." - Daniel 2:21

Angelic Encounter

2008-06-06T15:08:00.007+08:00

I need to be more ALERT!

Just missed chatting with an angel again, at least this time round I got to say hi. It all happened when I was with my friend Quintin and we were walking to my house. All of a sudden a man comes up to us saying, “good afternoon.” He greeted us as if he knew us very well. So I asked Quintin whether he knew the man, and he replied no. Then he just causally commented, “maybe he is an angel.” At that phrase we both quickly turned behind, but he was no where to be found. I wanted to go and grab him or something, could have asked him for his name and what he was here for.

This is not the first time I had such an experience. I remember my first suspected angelic encounter was at a bus stop. I remember feeling down and thinking quite a lot when a man passing me caught my attention. I looked at him and he returned with one of the warmest smile I had ever seen. At the moment of the smile, my down feeling was gone. I pondered again and as I watched him walk away, I took notice that he had some cross on his tee-shirt.

Well though I didn’t get to chat with the angel this time, at least I got to say hi. However, next time I’ll try to be alert enough and grab’em.

"Do not forget to entertain strangers, for by so doing some people have entertained angels without knowing it." - Hebrews 13:2

Recently I also have been have more visions of angels, from and angel dancing beautifully during a worship session, to even one giving me direction. On Wednesday, I had a vision of a angelic image pointing at a particular building, I know what that building was and the I saw a red “X” with the word closed on it. Immediately I knew that that place was closed to me. That is one of the many confirmations which I have received. Now I’m trying to understand angels more because I see the need to use them for ministry, I want to not only know their purpose or if they are an Arc or not, but I also wanna know them by names. Today as I was on the way to get lunch, I was asking God what the name of my guardian angel was, and He told me to ask the next time I see him, whether in vision or naked eye.

Prophesy for me

2008-06-04T17:57:00.005+08:00

This is what the Lord has prophesied to me through a young prophet and friend, Quintin.

A summary of what God said, “I know you have big dreams and you must trust me that I will fulfill those dreams, but you must draw closer to me. I know you have drawn close to me but I do not want just 90% of you but I want 100% of you. Give me all of you, press in spend more time, though you might be busy for the next month or coming 2 years, just five minutes will be good. Do not let other people who say that you will not make it affect you, they speak death, but Jesus came to bring life. You will go through more difficult trials, but I have placed them for you to come out strong and powerful. Focus on me and trust me to fulfill that dream.

Sometimes you can tell if someone is lying or not, and that is a gift I have given you, use that gift to glorify me. I have called you to the prophetic ministry but you will also be a powerful preacher. The words you say through prophecy will greatly impact people. Your children will also have this gift of prophecy, one of them will be an evangelist, and even one will be ministering in India.”

Quintin says, “I sense that the lord wants you to grow deeper into the word and from there you will bring life.”

Ok btw, my big dream is to move out in mighty signs and wonders. Other prophets have prophesied to me about this as well, and some of which will be beyond my imagination.

Hah now my criteria for a future spouse has increased, besides being a Godly woman, willing to travel around the world, willing to be with a guy without a job but who provides through God’s income…. Now she has to be willing to have kids that will prophesy and become evangelist, and even minister in India.

Another Wave of Glory!

2008-06-04T06:54:00.001+08:00

WOOO! Just woke up with the Glory of the Lord all over me! Yes I have woke up early with about only 4 hours of sleep, but I feel so much energy, another plus side of walking in His Glory.

Last night was excellent. Though I couldn’t go to Batam with the rest because I had to stay at home to take care of my mom (she injured her hand), but since I wasn’t in Batam, I could attend a sudden night meeting that was held at Tiberius Church. It was just AWESOME! Through Prophet Rusty, or Rev if you don’t believe in prophets, hahahaha. Btw this is for all you who don’t believe that prophets don’t exist this day, check out Matthew 23:34, guess who said will be sending prophets. LOL, God bless you! Woo I’m a little drunk with Holy Ghost wine now.

Oh back to the night session. Rusty preached with 2 Peter 1:1-11. Ok I’ll not type out what He preached, but basically if you have never experience the Power of God in your life, even if you’re a Christian, never had touched the cloud of Glory for yourself, got drunk on Holy Ghost wine, never seen the sick heal instantaneously when you pray, if your spiritual life has been dryer than in those “days where you were so close to God”………..Look me up ok, I’ll be more than glad to pray, teach or if at some more serious cases, mentor.

Woo He is just so wonderful! Anyway, back to the night session, when Rusty prophesied that what we have experience in the past month is just the start of the road in God’s Glory, I was like wow! God said, there is going to be more in the months to come, and truly just the next day I can feel the difference is the presence, there is more Glory that last night. In the service, Rusty prophesied, “right now, what you see is just a window of His Glory, soon after, it will be door, after that it will be a wall, and after that…you won’t even know what it is.” I’m so ready for God to mess up my mind, and teach me things of heaven. That’s right, God mess up peeps minds a lot. So try not to intellectualize God, no way can your brain, no matter how smart you are, understand God. If you study the bible with your mind and not with the spirit of God, you will get quite a lot of things wrong. Read 1 Corinthians 2:10-14. Ok I won’t preach on this point on whether some have really yield to the spirit, or think they are, there is a difference, I pray that every seeker who reads the above scripture that you Holy Spirit open their eyes so that they will see you.

Oh so back on the night meeting, sorry been quite side tracked in this post, I really felt fire! Though the place was super cold, the fire of the Lord was burning so much that I had to take my coat off. My whole body just turned so warmed all of a sudden. I pressed in so much to have more of the Glory of God, I didn’t care what others thought or what others were doing. I remember just kneeling at the chair because by then I could barely stand in the presence of the Lord. Near to the end of the worship, I decide to take a look around, and I saw Rusty lying on the floor, my guess is he fell under the power of God. The Glory of the Lord is just so wonderful. Hah, I recall sitting on the floor barely or not wanting to move much, still basking in the presence of the Lord after the worship was over. I felt so at home.

If you ever wonder how come I get such things and experiences and you don’t, well this is the answer, it is something that I know, then understand, and practiced which you have yet to. But cheer up, I said "yet to" because if you are hungry to find out what that is, you can. Either through consulting me or anyone who has been experiencing these things.

“For we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard.” Acts 4:20

Part 2 with Jerame Nelson

2008-06-03T14:06:00.001+08:00

Woo after the previous post, I was in my room mentoring my mentee over the phone. Then all of a sudden I heard my dad praying in tongues with his other cell leaders. At that moment I could feel the Glory pour into my room and my body responding to the anointing. My stomach started to bubble with joy from the Holy Spirit. I just love it when God pour forth His glory in the house. So I ended the mentoring session and went out to sit on the sofa. There I received word for both of my dad’s leaders. The moment they finished praying, I requested to pray for them. One of the leaders I prayed for the spirit of prophecy to “hit” her, at that moment she fell under the presence of the Lord. Could just feel that these two leaders were receptive. They didn’t have religious spirits, or fear, or even doubts. They did not have walls, and because they were receptive to whatever the Holy Spirit wanted to do, they were much more bless than many whom I have prayed for. Haha, they were shock that they could be slain out of a service or “special night” setting. Well I believe that all this works and encounters with the Holy Spirit should never be just one special night, or during church, but every day, any time any where.

Anyway, after praying, I went for the second Jerame Nelson session. It was amazing! The angel released during the night meeting was a healing angel named Mike. Jerame didn’t had to lay much hands on the sick for them to get heal. All he did was called out people with certain sickness through the word of knowledge and position them to where Mike was standing. In the name of Jesus sickness were instantly gone. Could see some people bodies shaking as if something went through them when Jerame prayed. Deaf ears were open, paralysis was gone sickness all went bye bye in the name of Jesus. Praise God! As the people were testifying how long they had had their sickness, great compassion poured out of me. Somehow after all these months of basking in the Glory of God, He has soften my heart to feel for them. Sometimes I find Christians not having the desire to move out in the gifts of the spirit like the gift of healing rather disturbing. There are also those who only praise God when they see a more serious sickness get heal. When it comes to like headaches or ulcers, they would not feel that kind of joy in that kind of healing. Headache may not seem much if you are not the one having it, but when you are the one with a headache you will really be joyful when God takes it away. I clearly remember a woman who had chronic pain since she was born, I mean imagine having pain for your whole life! Could really see the gratitude she had when God finally took it away.

Through out the whole meeting, I could feel God anointing me time and time again. Sometimes they were like electric shocks going though my body. My body would respond with a sudden jerk in my thighs or shoulders. There was a period where I felt a weight on my head and numbness. It is as if God was touching my head and anointing me from the top down. There will be other times where my head will shake from left to right like how Jerame would when the anointing is strong. During the last parts of the service, my body would jerk every time when Jerame would chase a spirit of infirmity away, or call fire to fall on to someone. So if you see me shaking profusely, don’t be afraid or call the ambulance, but instead tell God that you want an impartation and just grab me or something. I’ll be more than glad to impart to you most of the times unless I sense the spirit wanting me to do something else. Yes anointing can be imparted, but you must work hard to not squander it away by spending more time with God and stepping out in faith. The plus side of basking in His Glory is that you get to increase your own anointing as well.

If you wonder why I attend so much of these kind of miracle seminars even though I’m a healthy lad. Well the reason is I’m not seeking to be healed, though I would like short sightedness to be gone. I’m just seeking to be where the movement of God is. I loved be in a place where my Father is working. I just love to spent time in His presence. And I’m there to receive impartations on how to do stuff like that as well, whether it is though the laying of hands, knowledge, or offering. Out of this do I not only do find an increase in anointing, I find a change in mindset, a change in character, I get to hear God clearer, I receive more revelations, and so on so forth.

Difference between Joshua and Caleb is that Joshua chose to be where the presence of the Lord was. Read Exodus 33:7-11

Fire poured into my heart

2008-06-01T16:24:00.002+08:00

Just got back from the first Jerame Nelson session at Marriott Hotel and boy was it something. During the meeting, I could feel as if fire was being poured from to top to my heart. There were miracles to confirm the word that was spoken through Jerame about the impartation which will receive. 2 totally deaf peeps had their years open and could hear. A partially deaf person for 40 years said that he heard the music clearly the moment he was being prayed for. He won’t be using those hearing aids again. Praise God! People with nerve paralysis were also being healed instantaneously. They could bend where they couldn’t before. A woman with a tumor in her breast was healed as well. There was no more tumor lump! Finally a man who had suffered from stroke got strengthen in his muscles. Could literally see the obvious difference in his hands and his walking. He is still getting healed totally. There was so much freedom in the worship, though half of the songs I could not understand (it’s an Indonesian church).Where the spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom! 2 Cor 3: 17. Finally we manage to hear Todd Bentley through and associate’s phone. He prayed for fire and impartation from the Florida Revival and I could feel the cloud of Glory descend on the place.

OK got to go liao, going for the next meeting at Bethesda Cathedral, hopefully can see Quintin there and do some fellowship. Excited to see what God is going to do there, there is going to be more Glory compared to the first session.

Just have to blog this down as well, Jerame Nelson turned out to be shorter that I expect and David Herzog turned out to be taller than I expected. Strange………….

Crazy or Drunk?

2008-05-28T23:17:00.014+08:00

Back from the youth leaders retreat and I’m still feeling a little tired. Ever since the first David Herzog meeting, I have found myself not only being drunk more often. Yes drunk, not on alcohol but drunk with the Holy Spirit. Well in a sense you can’t really blame me for wanting to get drunk with the Holy Spirit, firstly there is such unspeakable joy that comes with it. Secondly, you become extremely bold in doing what God wants. Such boldness is present because when I’m drunk with the Holy Ghost, I don’t really get bothered with what others would say, I’m just bothered with what God is saying. Thirdly, I become much more heaven minded. And one of the best of all reasons is that, there is no such thing as hangovers! Hahaha.

Anyway during the first night of the leaders retreat, I found that I couldn’t really get to sleep. I wanted to sleep so much but I just couldn’t. So I decided to plug into some music in my mp3 to help me sleep. But instead of being soothed to sleep, I ended up feeling the strong presence of God. That’s where I knew that the Holy Spirit wanted me to do something. So I got up and went to the porch of the church. There I worshiped Him and prayed. When the Glory fell on me, I thought that the purpose of the Spirit’s awakening was about over. However, it was just the beginning. Next thing I knew, He soon led me to walk out of the church and I did. I didn’t know where He was leading me to but I just walked anyway. I was soon lead to the top of Kent Ridge park and over there I started to make prophetic declarations. Yes I did shout out. I was so compelled to pray for the revival that is going to hit Singapore and I was even calling arch angles to enter Singapore. Some of the words I was praying I didn’t even understand much, but I spoke them because the Holy Spirit told me too. Did some prophetic acts, one of which was placing my hand on a cannon and said “ In Jesus name, Boom Boom Boom!” Others were going to palace my hand on stores around our area, and declaring a close on those which were part of satan’s kingdom. One of the acts I remember was standing in the front gate of the Mormon Church near our Church, and commanding it to crumble down. After the whole prayer meeting, I was really tired, but I knew that the foundations of the earth have been shaken. I also came to understand why the spirit lead me to pray at such hour, it is because if these acts were done in the morning, I would be facing a lot more difficulties doing them because people would be awake to watch them. And I don’t think a store owner will particularly be happy with me calling their store to come to a close in Jesus name.

During the morning session on the second day, we were all told to pray for each other. I prayed for J.S and prophesied to her and gave direction from the lord. As I prayed she shared with me a vision she saw of me. She saw that I was in robes like that of Jesus, but I had a circle of fire around me. Then the lord gave me the interpretation, the fire meant a glory radius and that it will burn up forces of evil but ignite passions of those of God.

Oh usually when I get drunk with the Holy spirit, what comes with it will be Holy Laughter, though I can tell some are looking at me with a “ I think he is crazy” look, I don’t really care at all. God has revealed to me that ever since the first David Herzog meeting, he has given me an access to drink and get drunk with joy, whenever I feel down. Thank you Lord! Sometimes I’ll still drink because, well it feels so good! Hahaha. So back to the question, am I crazy or drunk? I’m both, Haha. Technically, I’m drunk then that’s why I seem a little crazy to some boring people. Cool ones knows how to join in the fun. Haha. Or at least just enjoy watching. I’m a fool for Christ! Ok I shall quote scripture to those of you who may be wondering if this drunk in the Holy Spirit thing is from God.

From the chapter of ACTS 2:
When the day of Pentecost came, they were all together in one place. Suddenly a sound like the blowing of a violent wind came from heaven and filled the whole house where they were sitting. They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit enabled them.

Now there were staying in Jerusalem God-fearing Jews from every nation under heaven. When they heard this sound, a crowd came together in bewilderment, because each one heard them speaking in his own language. Utterly amazed, they asked: "Are not all these men who are speaking Galileans? Then how is it that each of us hears them in his own native language? Parthians, Medes and Elamites; residents of Mesopotamia, Judea and Cappadocia, Pontus and Asia, Phrygia and Pamphylia, Egypt and the parts of Libya near Cyrene; visitors from Rome (both Jews and converts to Judaism); Cretans and Arabs-we hear them declaring the wonders of God in our own tongues!" Amazed and perplexed, they asked one another, "What does this mean?"

Some, however, made fun of them and said, "They have had too much wine."

Then Peter stood up with the Eleven, raised his voice and addressed the crowd: "Fellow Jews and all of you who live in Jerusalem, let me explain this to you; listen carefully to what I say. These men are not drunk, as you suppose. It's only nine in the morning! No, this is what was spoken by the prophet Joel:

" 'In the last days, God says,
I will pour out my Spirit on all people.
Your sons and daughters will prophesy,
your young men will see visions,
your old men will dream dreams.
Even on my servants, both men and women,
I will pour out my Spirit in those days,
and they will prophesy.
I will show wonders in the heaven above
and signs on the earth below,
blood and fire and billows of smoke.
The sun will be turned to darkness
and the moon to blood
before the coming of the great and glorious day of the Lord.
And everyone who calls
on the name of the Lord will be saved.'

"Men of Israel, listen to this: Jesus of Nazareth was a man accredited by God to you by miracles, wonders and signs, which God did among you through him, as you yourselves know. This man was handed over to you by God's set purpose and foreknowledge; and you, with the help of wicked men, put him to death by nailing him to the cross. But God raised him from the dead, freeing him from the agony of death, because it was impossible for death to keep its hold on him. David said about him:

" 'I saw the Lord always before me.
Because he is at my right hand,
I will not be shaken.
Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices;
my body also will live in hope,
because you will not abandon me to the grave,
nor will you let your Holy One see decay.
You have made known to me the paths of life;
you will fill me with joy in your presence.'

From Ephesians 5:18
Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit.

Even though I still enjoy the taste of wine, but I only let the spirit get me drunk. BE filled with the right spirit!

Moving in the Glory

2008-05-27T02:25:00.017+08:00

I'm currently now in church typing this post. Can't sleep so I might as well post this:

On Sunday night, I attend the last and final meeting of David Herzog's "glory invasion" seminar. The worship was just AWESOME. The glory of the Lord fell so strongly that you feel as if heaven is on earth. By friend John said, "wah when I came into the hall, it felt as if I was in heaven la." Though the worship was about an hour, it was so wonderful that I could just easily carry on for another 5 at least. As David was preaching, a person suddenly manifested demonically. When the glory of the lord fall on a place strongly, demons cannot help but manifest. John was asking me, "shouldn't somebody like cast the demon out or something?" I who was drunk with the Holy Spirit replied, " Ah just let them (the demons) suffer." Soon after that, David was telling us to ignore that demon. Demons love attention, and enjoys it when we give it attention, that's why Jesus says to them, shut up and get out! When the glory of the lord is around, they are suffering because they know they don't belong there. They hate the glory of the Lord.
That night, there were many more healings, signs and wonders than all the previous nights combined. The stronger the Glory, the more the miracles. No wonder Jesus had so many mircales. In fact He has a 100% success rate. I'm just learning to operate in the glory of the Lord, instead of just relying on my own anointing. Besides, the more I spend in the glory of the Lord, the more my anointing increases. And it is just so wonderful to spend time in His glory.

Oh after the whole event, John, Hizkia, Daniel, Ahdon, Tony and I went to eat supper. It is like the best fellowship I have ever had. We were all so like minded, and lauging so much. I wanted John to join in the supper so much because I felt that God wanted to say something to him, and wanted him to be edified even more. Haha , John, if you are reading this, now you know why i wanted you to join us so much. Anyway, as we were eating, Pastor/Prophet Tony, prophesied to John, when Tony said it will be faster than you think, I told him I second that, and I wasn't joking as well. When you have two or more prophetic ministers agreeing together, it is good to take that advise. John was saying, "that's scary." Haha apologies man for the sudden shock, but when you hang around with a bunch of prophetic ministers, you can expect these kind of things. Oh yeah, just in case some of you who are reading this do not know who John is, well I just sum up. He is a radical and cheerful man, he has the calling to the apostolic, and I always sense the Lord's favour whenever I meet up with him. Yes John, I sense that every time. Haha. And yes, he is that same John who is my blog acountability partner. Seems fitting for an apostolic to keep a prophetic minister in check. LOL

Anyway, back to the happenings. I was already home and just finished packing my bag for the next days youth leaders retreat. However, I couldn't sleep at all. So I just decided to read a chapter from David Herzog's Glory Invasion book. As I was reading the chapter on "prophetic glory" (typical of me) I suddenly felt my hands being all oily and stuff. As I took a look at my hands, they were all red, strangly red. I quickly woke my mom to show her this sign or wonder before it was gone. Didn't wake my dad cos he had work the next day. Anyway, as I looked, this word anointing oil came to my mind. So happy, praise got for such a sign.

Today at youth leaders retreat, I was praying for J.C. As I prayed for him I was back in my old style, using my own anointing again. (old habits die hard) Then as it wasn't going through, I stopped and again was reminded to hear what the holy spirit wants to do. He said, blow again. Then I was like, blowing again? issn't that like the same thing 2 days ago? Am I in a habit? HERE IS A BIG TIP, when you sense the holy spirit say something, even if it is a repeated action or something that might seem outragous, JUST DO IT! So I decide to be obdient, and I took a deep breath, and blew. Then each time I blew he was pushed further back. And finally I took one big breath and blew and he went down. He told me, could feel the power each time I blew. Again for minister, I cannot help but emphasize the importance of grooming yourself, especially your BREATH! Hahaha. As I was trying to sleep just now, I asked God whether it was going to be a new thing I'll be doing from now on? well i'm still not sure why i'm doing it, but it doesn't feel like i'm depending on my own anointing. Just sense that it may mean that each deep breath I take, is taking from the Glory that is around and when I blow, is not from my own anointing. Must ask higher counsel to confirm.

Ok got to go sleep, getting pretty late and I got to wake up early for tomorrow's schedule. Maybe my next post will be on the prophecy for the nation of Singapore, think it is really important for christians to know what God is doing not just in their church but around the world. And it is an exciting one.

Hands in the cloud of Glory.

2008-05-25T01:37:00.002+08:00

Wow, just came back from another David Herzog meeting and boy was is good. Ok before I mention tonight, I wanna share what happened today in church.

Ever since Thursday nice, I feel like God has promoted me to another level day after day. Not only have I sense my anointing getting stronger, I found ministry easier, and I get to hear from God clearer. Today I was praying for a sister in Christ, J.S. So I did the usual, got her to stand, release a word or two, and prayed. I reached to a point where I was saying more and the more I said “more” the more she was being pushed back by the power of God. But then something odd happened, it came to a point where by my words of saying more did not release more power. So I stopped, and at that moment this thought came into my mind, “hey, I just came back from a seminar about moving in the Glory the night before, and I’m still going about the old usual way of using my anointing to pray for her.” That was when Jesus told me to wait. Then he said, “ Now take a deep breath.” And I did. With my lungs filled with air, I was still waiting for the next move. Then Jesus said, “NOW!” and I blew at J.S and she just came tumbling down on the ground. I could really sense a strong power hitting her and it was not from my anointing. I’m so glad that God is teaching me to move not just only in the anointing.

Back to tonight. Well there were more “instant weight loss” miracles, gold teeth, healings, than the night before. I even managed to see gold dust forming on a girl’s hand, and this was the first time I saw it in the flesh. During the worship, I could feel the cloud of glory above me as I raised my hands up. Some people don’t realize why people raise their hands up during worship. The truth is, many a times the glory of God comes like in a cloud, and it is above us. When we lift our hands, we actually touch the glory and that’s where we get ministered as well. Lifting hands is not just a symbol of surrender, though many a times it is, but there is a spiritual significance in the lifting of hands. That is why the bible talks about people lifting their hands when they worship. From Nehemiah 8:6, Psalm 63:4, to 1 Timothy 2:8.

Ok got to go sleep now, another day is ahead, and I am excited!

Holy Laughter

2008-05-24T02:32:00.004+08:00

Just came back from the David Herzog seminar and boy was it something! The glory there was none like any other that I have entered. My hands started to have this tingling sensation as I raised them to touch the glory falling down on us. The sermon was unique. David was just drunk with the Holy Spirit and he had a hard time preaching. In the glory there was holy laughter and I laughed so hard for I think about an hour. It wasn’t David’s jokes, it was the spirit of God that filled us with such joy. Never had I laughed so much for so long. I'm still in that joyous mood even now, Prais God! There were miracles like instant weight loss, as I could literally see the woman’s pants loosen. The blind saw, unbelievers were saved, gold fillings filled those who had teeth problems!

I met quite a number of friends there, from my mentor Rusty to Hizkia an Indonesian translator. I also met other peeps in the prophetic ministry, from the old to the young. I am so glad to meet another prophetic minister around my age as well. We plan to do some fellowship and I think I will drag my mentees along for this one. Hehe guys be prepared. Hahaha.

Finally had supper with Hizkia and we did some good catching up. =)

Apostolic Mandate

2008-05-23T16:05:00.002+08:00

Last night I attended an “Apostolic Mandate” seminar at Bethesda Cathedral. To be honest I didn’t really want to go because I thought it was mainly a teaching for apostles or apostles to be. I’m into the prophetic calling and an apostolic impartation didn’t really attract me. Not to mention, I was still recovering from a pretty bad flu, so it acted as a bigger deterrence. But all it took was one phone call from Pastor. A to convince me otherwise. He said the previous night was really good and the presence was exceptionally strong. So with that call, I went, and I’m glad I did.

The main speaker was an apostle by the name of John Eckhardt. When I saw him there was something very different about him. There was an anointing on him like none I have ever seen. Now just to be clear, it’s not that I haven’t seen very anointed people with my spiritual eyes before, but this guy’s anointing is just so different. Then I realized what I have seen is a strong apostolic anointing. I have never really met an apostle in the flesh, but now that I have seen an apostolic anointing, I now know how it looks like.

Eckhardt spoke about the prophetic and the importance of building a prophetic ministry, and things like prophetic worship and the benefits. I really agreed with him in the part that a good apostolic church is a church which grows in all areas of ministry, and the dangers if only a particular ministry is build and the others are neglected.

After the sermon we were led to worship and the worship team there was challenged to minister prophetically. In the mist of worship, the Holy Spirit prophesied through me in a way I have never done before. I was singing prophetically. I had never done that before! In worship we were brought to another level of Glory. It was the best worship I ever gave and I hope there is more to come. The Holy Spirit was allowed to reign so freely over there that it’s just so amazing. I come out of the entire seminar changed, I could tell that not only has my own anointing increase, my life is just up a joyous notch. This morning I woke will the presence of God waiting for me. I still having energy though I did not sleep like the usual. Tonight is David Herzog, and the talk about Glory Invasion. I’m really excited to see what the spirit is going to pour out tonight.

Apologies for the limited vocab in regard to the descriptions. It’s just way too hard to put it into words. You have to go and experience that Glory yourself to understand. So I encourage you to chase after God and be where His movement is!

Back and good to Go!

2008-05-23T00:00:00.003+08:00

Hi, I finally back! well I wasn't really gone in the first place, but I had not been blogging publicly for about 6 months. A lot has happened in this break period, there were many dramatic situations, and even more exciting ones. I have matured quite a lot, the Lord has showed and taught me many things. Of course there were many signs and wonders, lives being touched, disciples maturing as well, and many good friends made.

Here’s the highlight of this break, it is the Glory of God that has been ever so present in my life. The tangible presence is now a common thing for me, and it is getting stronger and stronger. I’m currently now on holiday and I have been using the time just to do QT. Though the start was difficult and there were many distractions like TV, God was and still is faithful to me. It’s now pretty easy to just enter His presence and bask in His glory. I am finally starting to have that closeness to God that just a few years ago I would never think possible.

OK so back on the blog. Well the first prompt is was when a youth T.Y. who asked why I haven’t been blogging for a long time and he missed it. That gave me a realization that these testimonies of God working in my life are edifying to many others. The second prompt was that I made many friends who care how I am doing and I don’t see them often because of busyness or even that we don’t cross path that much (some are not local or are from another church). In this way they can not only know how I’m doing, but they can also share the blessings from the testimonies. Last prompt, well was the Holy Spirit actually . From the background pick to the address, He has been helping me in designing this blog.

The goal in this blog is mainly edification, and a good brother in Christ has agreed to be my accountability partner in this. His name is John Ho, and he will let me know if he sense that a particular post bears bitterness or not.

Yeap that’s about all, look forward to more amazing stuff that God is going to do!